Friday, December 31, 2010

Summary of 2010~

Few hours left before the 2010 ends. A lot of happy & sad memories that I faced this year. Some memories, I will remember it. Some memories, I will try to forget it.

Time flies fast~

I felt that I'm getting old although I'm still young. I still have a long path to walk. More challenges & obstacles will come. Sometimes I think I can't face it by myself. I need somebody to support me. But when I think back, I'm still a Lone Ranger. I need to fight it by myself. I need to be more independent. This post is about the summary of what I have done or faced any experience through out this year.

For studies:
After I studied 5 semesters, I realized that we need to study well during our first 2 semesters. We need to have a good basic so that we can survive when we study the elective subjects. Like what my lecturer said: The foundation need to be strong so that it can hold the building well. My foundation is not so strong & I know I need to work hard so that I can maintain my CGPA. Luckily, I managed to fight back & score well this year. As a senior, I always tell to my juniors that they need to study well for their first 2 semesters although they can enjoy their university life. Now, the projects & assignments are getting harder. Headache with the internship application. Furthermore, the academic calendar changed already. Real test is just begin~

For co-curriculum:
This year, I'm quite active in my university compare to my previous college or secondary school time. I became the program director for some activities that make me busy during my study time. I almost heart break & cry when I faced some of the obstacles that I wish it won't happen. But I know that I need stay strong. I need to be more determine. It was a good experience to learn how to manage people & time. Until last semester, I was appointed to lead a student chapter. It was a big responsibility for me to carry. I hope I can bring & manage it well. Meanwhile, I joined another unit this semester. It brings me another way to learn networking skills. Sometimes, I felt regret to join it due to time constraint but I learn priceless experience from there. I hope I didn't choose the wrong move~

For friendship:
I started to learn what is friendship in my university life. Last time, I just thought that a friend will be a good person forever. But now, I need to take my words back. Sometimes, your friend can be very kind to you, but sometimes not. But friend is still a friend except those who is really make my life so miserable. Even a best friend will betray you if he/she want to protect their own interest. So, we need to becareful. Meanwhile, I really glad that I got a few friends in my university who are good. We care each other well although got some arguments happened. I was happy that we managed to have some leisure times together. I hope we can maintain it well.

For relationship:
Same like last year. This year, a lot of people asked me about my relationship. But this time, I told them that I'm single but not available. Some of them curious who am I admired to. There are few reasons that why I said single but not available. But I won't write it out at here. I will keep for myself only. ;)

For the coming new year resolution. I think it will be the same because I want to study & enjoy well in my university life before I will facing the working life.

I think its enough for me to write about the summary of 2010. 2011 is coming soon. I will miss 2010. Bye 2010~




Saturday, December 18, 2010

3rd Week of 3rd Year 2nd Semester 2010/2011~

The time really flies fast. This week, I need to drive back to my university because I predict that I will travelling a lot of places & my prediction is correct. Last Monday, the former prime minister Tun M came to my university to deliver his speech on Globalizing Malaysians in 2020. I was late to attend his lecture series. His speech was so original. Very good. I still respect him as a good speaker who speak without using any paper for reference. After his speech, there was a Q&A session. To my horror, there was a student, whom I know him, he worn a round neck t-shirt & jeans on that day and asked Tun for a sarcastic question. That day was a formal wear day. He should wear at least a formal shirt & pants. I think almost all of my university staff including the top managerial were shocked about it. But overall, this lecture series was better than last year. The real test is just started. I faced a pop quiz on last Tuesday. I was so surprised about it because I didn't do any revision on it. I'm not sure I wrote the right answer or not. I just hope that I have a good luck. I think almost every nights for this week I'm not free. Monday night I got a meeting. Tuesday night I got a meeting. Wednesday night I need to handle my club promotion booth in mini bazaar. Thursday night I got another meeting. Friday night I got a function dinner. Luckily, I drive a car for this week. If not, I think probably I need to walk until puncture or waiting patiently for the bus. Last Wednesday night was the mini bazaar. Right after 6pm class, I went straight to the venue for the mini bazaar. I would like to say that I dissatisfied with the preparation by the organizer. It was a mess! The organizer suddenly changed the location that my club suppose to open our booth. Speechless~ But I'm quite happy that the Executive Board Members, EBs from the club worked so well to promote the club to the students. I felt proud of them. I hope they can stand more pressure in the future. Last Thursday morning, I received a call from Great Eastern that they want me to come to their main office to present proposal of the event to them. I was like so shocked & nervous about it. I hope I manage to get them for the event. Yesterday morning, I need to woke up early at 4am. Insufficient of rest. Met up with my other friends before go to the destined place. I was little bit angry with them because they were late for 30 minutes but I still need to be calm down. We went to Broga Hill to survey the place for a future activity for the club with our sister club EBs. It was my first time to go there. The initial plan to survey the place was in the afternoon time but due to the bad weather during the afternoon time for the last few days ago & we agreed to change it into the morning. It was dark when we walked up to the hill. Need to use torchlights to see the walkway. It was quite dangerous. I managed to reach to the 1st peak of the hill. It was so relaxing on top of the hill. I can felt the cool air. After the hill trip, went to Broga town for a breakfast. The town was so peaceful. I wish I can stay here because the environment is so good. My entourage was invited to visit the sister club's university exhibition. I felt so honoured to visit their university. Honestly, I felt that their university facilities are much way better than my university. About the exhibition, I was surprised that the exhibitors were the first year students. Some of them presented so well. I was wondering that my university first year students can present their project like them or not. Thanks to the sister club's EBs, who gave a great hospitality to us. I hope we can collaborate to organize a program soon in the future. Rushed back to my university for a replacement class. Luckily manage to attend the class almost on time. So tired. I waited until the night time for the function dinner. The function was quite nice with the theme of Arabic style but I need to wait for a long time before the dinner starts. I was happy that my club's advisor won the Best Club Advisor for the 2009/2010. It brings up the club's name. The dinner ends at 10.45pm. Went back to my hometown. So exhausted. Today morning, need to accompany my mother to attend a meeting for the a condominium issue. I hope the new developer with the help of politician will settle & finish the construction as soon as possible because the people who bought it waited for more than 10 years.

Still got a week before the Christmas. I hope that it will be a good time ahead~



Saturday, December 04, 2010

1st week of 3rd Year 2nd Semester 2010/2011~

This week was the first week of my 3rd year 2nd semester. I can say that it was a hectic week for me. For everyday, I woke up early in the morning even though my class starts between 11am-2pm. I saw some lecturers are good, some looks like a maniac. I noticed that I'm going to face more obstacles. From studies to activities. Got a lot of activity meetings need to attend. I hope I have the strength to face it. Probably need to buy a large quantities of Tongkat Ali cans. Glad to stay with my ex-housemates back. They miss my opera performance. I'm not sure is true or not but i won't sing again infront of them already. I don't have the mood to do so. For my coursemates, I saw them, they still look the same. I just realized that we already been study together for almost 3 years. I was thinking what will happen when we are going to do our industrial training, final year project & finally, after our graduation. Time flies fast. Quite bored to stay back during the weekends. Nothing to do in the hostel except today morning, need to attend a safety talk for 6 hours. Luckily the trainer was funny. If not, it will be a very boring talk. 1 week left, 15 weeks to go. I don't what will happen in the future, but I hope I can enjoy every moments, happy & sad in my university life even I'm still single but not available. 1 of my coursemates told me that we should have date at least once during our university time. I was like: Hahaha XD ~

That's for all today. I will try to update my blog as much as I can. Haha~ Ciaoz~


Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds~ Albert Einstein~





Monday, November 22, 2010

19th-22th Nov 2010~

WARNING: LONG POST BELOW! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THE READERS HAVE THE EYESIGHT PROBLEM~

2 weeks of holiday is quite good for me because I can use it to rest well before face another new obstacles. Last Friday, I went back to my university early to join a team building organized by ACSC. Actually I don't have the mood to go back because I need to sacrifice my last 1 week holiday before the 2nd semester 2010/2011 starts. Reached in my university around 11.15am. Went straight to the apartment to check whether I can stay in the house earlier or not because my appeal application is still pending. Luckily, with the help of the officer, my appeal application is approved & I'm quite lucky. The house condition is quite good even though my desk got 'intruders'~ After I cleaned the house, I was waiting one of my coursemates to come here & settle the club's activities application. I felt pity to my friend because he need to come all the way from Kepong & settle the things. When we almost finish our application, we faces a big problem. The clerk for the management doesn't want to accept 2 out 3 proposals that we wanted to apply. She said the management need to take at least 45 working days to approve. She even said that I didn't pay attention during the seminar organized by them. I felt so angry because during the seminar, the officer told the participants that they manage to approve it within 10 working days. But few months later, they changed it back to the original time which is 30 working days. Although the officer gave a valid reason for the changes but they didn't send any notice earlier to the students about it. And now, they changed it 45 working days. I was like~~~~ @.@ Luckily with my experience, I managed to calm myself down. Meanwhile, I received a call from a company that I was being offered an internship job in Kuala Rompin. I felt happy & worry because the working place is too far from my house. I informed the manager that i will reply to her on next week. Haiz.. I saw one of my coursemates who is incharged for the new students orientation. He invited me back to help them but I can't because I'm not free at that time. I felt I miss the chance because I don't have the chance to meet the new students. During the night time, I went to my aunt's for her daughter's 21st birthday party. I felt I'm getting older when I saw my cousins are growing. Like one of my juniors called me, 'Uncle'~ Went back to my university, recheck back my stuff for tomorrow's team building before I sleep. The room is very cold. Freezing~

The next day, I woke up around 8am. Reached at the bus stop at 9.30am. I saw nobody at there. So, I went back to the car & waited until 9.55am. When I went back there again, I saw some of the team members waited at there. Although the meet up is 10am sharp but the main committee came late. This is the first bad impression I saw. If the readers read my post earlier, readers will know what am I writing about. We departed from the bus stop around 10.40am. First of all, I thought we are going to Malacca for the team building. To my surprise, they changed it to a place which has a very low coverage for telecommunications & the place is quite near to the forest which it is still in the Selangor area. =.= Reached at the resort around 11.30am. The view of the resort is quite simple & nice. I saw a lot families at there. There is a river that everyone can play but I saw the river is not so clean. It looks like polluted. The team building starts at 12pm. The trainer was Capt. which I met him before on the last January this year when he gave a talk on leaderships skills. He looked confident & sometimes funny. Separated into 4 groups. I was in a group where all seniors & juniors mixed around. When choosing a group leader, the trainer is quite smart. He managed to tricked us. He asked the members to choose their leader by pointing their fingers. I thought once we choose, that will be final decision but no. The trainer gave a chance to the selected person to choose their favourite choice to select a new leader. After the person for each groups selected, I thought is final but I was wrong again. The trainer shouted that the new leader is the right hand-side of the 2nd time selected person. I was so shocked because I sat next to the right of the selected person. @.@ I lazy to become the group leader because I know that some of the group members have the potential to become the leader. I just want become a follower & enjoy the day only, not to lead a group. What to do, need to forced myself to lead the group. There were variety attitudes among my group members. It's quite hard to lead them. After the finalize my group's name, flag & war chant, as usual , all of the groups need to present their works to the trainer. After the presentation, the trainer taught the participants on how to determine people's personality/characteristic & how to work with them in a group based on his research & experiences. He separated into 2 main types of people which are aggressive & passive. In aggresive group, there are 2 sub-groups which are Get It Done & Get It Right while for the passive groups, the sub-groups are Get It Appreciated & Get It Alone. I realized that I got the Get it Done personality because I like to finish my task fast & don't like to drag the time. The trainer told the participants that my group can act & finish the task very fast & can become a great leader in a company but there few cons. Get It Done people can make easily when they perform their task because they want to finish it fast & didn't check their errors. The trainer even gave a nickname to us which is called the Sadist~ =.= Meanwhile, the trainer taught us on how to use other Get It people well so that you can achieve your goals. It was a good seminar that changed my perception to become a leader. To become a leader, we need to use all of the resources well. After the seminar, need to prepare for the outdoor activities. Oh no.. It's time to get wet. It was a long time I didn't play like this since form 4. I need to lead my group members to pass the 4 checkpoints + 1 game such as Worm Squirm, Plutonium, Flag Pole, Monkey Bars + swim cross over river & 1 more which is I forgot what is the name of the game. I felt I'm didn't lead the group well for some checkpoints. I think I need to know where is my mistakes. The activities ended at 6.15pm due to the rain. Went back to the dormitory. I need to change my bed because the bed is attacked by the ants, the insects that I hated most. The dormitory is so hot but we still don't want to open the windows because don't want to let mosquitoes enter the dormitory. Dinner at 7.30pm. Went back to the hall at 8.30pm. The trainer gave a second module which each of the groups need to do a sketch/drama & each of the members got their own character. I'm quite lucky because I got the Superman it is easy to act like him. Haha~ Some of the members need to act like Gandhi, Samy Vellu, Voldemort, Darth Vader, etc.. We managed to decorate ourselves well by using all of the materials that we can get including table cloth, short pant, fake wig, jacket, etc. I managed to use short pants as the Superman underwear & thanks to one of the member who was willing to lend his red shirt for me to wear. Initially , I wanted to use the real underwear but 1 of my group members advised not to do so. Haha.. When the other groups present, 1 of the participants acted like a 'Bapok' when he wore a very short pants until can revealed his sexy legs~ Hahaha XD~ After the presentation, went for the supper & chit -chat with the other participants. I felt that I looked younger when I talked with them because I do not need to talk so mature. Went back to dormitory. It was so hot. Freaking HOT. I can't sleep well. Slept at 1am++ =.=

Last Sunday, early in the morning, I felt so cold. From hot to cold temperature. If my body is not strong enough, I think I will get sick. Woke up at 6.15am. 1 of the participants asked me why I woke up so early. I told him that I want to enjoy my bath happily & no need to be so rush when everyone wants to use the toilet at the same time. Went back to the hall at 8.30am after the breakfast. The trainer gave another training which is each of groups need to solve the multiple tasks. The trainer will add the jobs each time to increase our pressure. Each of the groups need to settle tasks on time. The trainer was giving a harsh time to the leaders when the groups can't finish or disobey his instructions. I felt that this is a good training for us because this training shows the real life of a working environment. We need to learn to accept the pressure & do our best to solve it. I think I'm not fit enough to lead a group throughout the trainings from Saturday until Sunday morning. I need to detect my weaknesses & try to overcome it. During the prizes ceremony, I was shocked that my group gained the highest points & become the winner. I thought my group will get 3rd or last place. After the ceremony, the leadership training is over. Went for lunch & continue back for a workshop at 2pm. The participants relocated back to the original groups in the team. This time will be more on the jobs that I need to learn before I work for the team & need to discuss about the timelines & obstacles that we will going to face.. I can feel the pressure when the group leaders explained about the job scope that we need to do. I hope I can co-op it. At 5pm, there was another training which is each of the groups need to go for Commando Training, need to pass some of the obstacles. Haiz.. My shoe gone.. It's wet & dirty. Almost all of my energy finish. Ended the training at 7pm. Went back to dormitory early for bath while the others were still enjoying on the river. The last day of the dinner was good. Got few kinds of bbq food. Luckily I managed to eat mutton because it finish when I go for my 2nd round. After my dinner, I saw there was a final match of badminton between LCW & LD for the Asian Games. Almost all of the participants were watching the match until the organizer allowed us to watch & cancel the workshop of the night. In the end, the LCW lost. Quite disappointed. Play some quizes/tests with the participants & organizer. Until 11pm, went back to dormitory & slept early. Luckily the Sunday night, the dormitory is cooler. Yesterday, as usual, woke up early. Prepared myself & packed my things. It's raining in the morning. Very cold. After breakfast, went back to the hall to continue the workshop. Quite rush. The organizer manage to teach the participants how to write a CV. I realized that I write to much on my CV. Had a final presentation from each groups. Settle all the things including the lunch, went back to my university at 2pm. So exhausted.. It was good team building session. I learn a lot from it. Later need to starts my work soon. I hope I can do well.


Before I end this post, I would like to post this videos which I listened it almost everyday because this song give me more support.















Saturday, November 06, 2010

It’s about time~

Before read this post, please try to read this article first:

http://thestar.com.my/health/story.asp?file=/2010/7/18/health/6665355&sec=health

I read this article on the last 111 days ago. I found this article wrote by an oncologist is very good & I would like to share it with the readers. I'm not sure with other people but I would like to say that most of the Malaysian are not punctual. I'm not saying that I always be punctual but I will do my best to do so. I don't want to give a bad impression to other people about myself. Maybe I look like my father. Or maybe I look like more conservative, 'Cina Man' or Japanese Man. Hahaha.. In my opinion, I think if we come around 15 minutes-1 hours early for something, it should not be a problem. Maybe some people will think it will be a wasting of time to come early but for me, I think if we come early, maybe we can use the time to prepare ourselves or like the writer wrote, try to read a book to wait for the thing starts. Is it due to their living environment or habit that they like to be unpunctual? I think everyone don't like any delays except those who are moron. If can, do your best to be punctual. Change the attitude of: "Tak apalah.. Lambat sedikit tiada masalah.. Mereka boleh tunggu sekejap.."

About this post, I'm not trying to criticize/blame those who are unpunctual because some of them got a valid reason. In my mind, I know that no one is perfect. But if we do our best, we manage to get near to perfect. I like the last 2 paragraphs of the article:

"Punctuality is an indicator of a successful people and a developed nation. It is the hallmark of kings. Most importantly, it is all about self-respect and respect for others.

It is about time we keep to time all the time."


I hope this paragraphs can make a reminder for the readers.



Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Semester 1 2010/2011 Exam~

Didn't blog for 20 days already. I don't know how to start it. Just want to write about my exam that just finished on last Monday. I was facing 5 papers in a week, with 1 or 2 days gap. This time I didn't join with my coursemates to do group studies. I don't know why, maybe it's because I would like to try back individual study. My first paper was Principle of Programming on last week Tuesday. Actually until now, I still do not understand why a civil engineering student need to take this subject. I can't see any benefit from it although the lecturer who taught me is really good. I think my IQ is not high enough to understand the programming language. Next day was the Water & Wastewater Engineering. It's all how to treat water & wastewater. I think the lecturer is quite kind because when I compare the pass year papers, this time the questions are simpler than last time. But I'm not sure that I can score it or not. After 2 days later was the Moral III subject. This will be my last LAN subject for my whole degree studies. Phew... No need to do any kind of 'Big' projects anymore. This subject's lecturer is really kind to the students. He gave almost all the tips & the tips are really help me for the final exam. If I can score it, I will go to his office and say a 'Big' Thank You. Next day was the Structural Analysis II. Only 4 questions. But it took 3 hours to solve all of it. 1 question need to use at least 2 pages to write the solutions. I'm not so strong in structural subjects & I hope that I can score averagely for this subject. After this paper, I still got a day to do my last minute revision for the last paper. But due to over stress, I got a headache until can't read the notes. Almost get fever at that time. Thank God. I still manage to read it through. Until the last paper for this semester which was Soil Mechanics I held on last Monday. I got few regrets for this subject. I didn't read some parts that caused me lost few marks for the paper. I don't know I want to be sad or not. But it is over already.. I just hope that I can maintain my CGPA well. Once after the final paper, I went for 2 different meetings for the whole afternoon & evening. No time to rest. Felt little bit down when I saw my other coursemates can enjoy their celebration while I need to go for meeting. But maybe this is the time to train me to face the real time or situation when I'm going to work in the future. I hope it can be used as my encouragement to survive in the community. My burden is lesser.. Wait a minute.. It's not getting lesser. My burden is increasing day after day. From studies until activities. I hope I can regain my energy back to face more thorns to come. Before end this post, there were some Facebook posts that I posted during the exam week, haha:

Ching Fai will going to have 5 dates on next week~ He hopes that he won't get fail for these dates~ He's coming to them! Teehee~ X)


Ching Fai ‎#include
#include
void main()
{ char str1[100] = "I'm going to meet Miss C tomorrow.";
char str2[] = "\nI'm so nervous about it!\nSOS!!";
strcat(str1, str2);
printf("%s\n\n", str1); }


Ching Fai ‎: Met Miss C just now.. Not sure she is my choice or not because I had a little problem with her P. Language. =.= Tomorrow I'm going to meet Miss W in the morning. Hope it will be a bright morning with a 'Good' Smell~ :)


Ching Fai ‎: No bright Sun in the morning.. No 'smell' either during the date. Don't know Miss W satisfy with my performance or not... Now need to read & understand more on racism because Miss M likes to talk about it.. Can't wait to meet her on this Friday~ >.<


Ching Fai ‎: To my surprise, Miss M is so racist & like to segregate herself from other people.. Managed to run away easily.. Tomorrow will going to date Miss S II. I hope she is beautiful & got the body-S look.. XD


Ching Fai ‎:Miss S II looked so 'Super Solid' like Schwarzenegger! I can't 'Support' her well! Luckily still got 1 more date. Hope Miss SM will be gentle & soft like soil when I'm going to meet her on Monday.. >.<


Ching Fai ‎: Wow~ Miss SM admire so much on Terzaghi until neglected me~ No more dates for me already.. Need to rest well so that can face another new semester well.. >.<






Thursday, October 14, 2010

Early October~

I can say that I doesn't like the early month of October this year although my Big Day falls on it. Too much of things need to do. From small to big matters. From assignments to quizzes. From quizzes to tests. I can say that my brain is fully used. I think a lot of things from my studies until my own attitude. I need to work hard to maintain my cgpa but my mood of study is deteriorating. About my attitude, I was thinking that am I too kind? Until people is fully use me or think that I'm easy to be bully by the others?

My final test of the semester just finished on last Tuesday & I managed to finished up all of my assignments on yesterday night. I thought all of the things goes well but when I checked the my application for the accommodation today, I was shocked that I couldn't get it. I was wondering why I couldn't get it. I was going to appeal it in the afternoon just now and the officer asked me to wait until this Sunday because the list name haven't finalize yet. But I hope the officer is not appease me & tell the truth. A lot of students couldn't get the ticket & were unhappy about it.

Sometime I want to find a person to listen/share my thoughts but I couldn't find that person yet. Maybe I'm not ready yet. I just find some operatic video songs to release my tension & stress. I hope it will works well.

Still got 10 days++ before my final exam starts. Need to use this time to revision for it. Hope I won't get sick during that time.

Good luck~


Saturday, September 25, 2010

18-23 SEP 2010~

Warning: Long Winded Post~

On the last 18 SEP 2010, I went to Dewan Filharmonik PETRONAS for a Gala Concert: Operatic Gems. It was so amazing because this was my first time to attend such a free grand event. While I was waiting to enter the hall, there was a Caucasian man asked me to serve him a drink. I was like: What?? He thought I'm one of the waiters. =.=I saw some of the Malaysian artists attended the event such as Chef Wan, Sarimah, Tony Yusuf, Datuk A. Samad Said, Jehan, etc.. The performance was really superb until my eardrums were vibrating. The soprano was so gorgeous & the conductor lead the orchestra very well. The conductor repeated a score that I like the most. which was 'Overture to My Home'. :) The next day, I watched the same performance with my coursemates. Initially, I booked & want to watch the Sunday performance. Surprisingly, I won the Saturday tickets. So, I need to watch 2 days same performance. I can't sell the Saturday tickets because it was a Gala Concert while I can't sell the Sunday tickets because some of my coursemates haven't get their tickets from me. It's quite 'Wu Liao' for me but it's ok, I still like the performance. But there is one thing that I really angry & sad about. Some of my coursemates couldn't come for the performance on the last minute although they already paid for the tickets (The reason: Got emergency~) . Although the tickets were cheap but they shouldn't treat it like a cheap performance. It's hard for me & my other coursemates who were trying to sell the tickets to the other people. 11 out of 31 tickets are not collected & it caused almost 2 rows of seats were empty. @.@ If want to compare this two days of performances, I prefer the Saturday performance because the atmosphere in the hall was more 'warmer' than the Sunday performance. :)

On the last Monday was a Monday Blue for me. It was quite hectic because I got class from 8am-5pm. Only got 2 hours break between 9am-10am & 12pm-5pm. I just got back 2 test papers on that day. The marks were just average for me. Not so high, not so low. Got laboratory interview from 2pm-5pm. I was wondering that my lecturer can finish interview for 30 students in 3 hours time or not. During the first hour, he interviewed a student per time. Until the final 1 hour, he interviewed 5 students at 1 time because still got a lot of students haven't go for the interview. I was like wasting my 3 hours to wait for the interview. In the end, I didn't go for it & postponed it on next Monday. It was unfair to those who interviewed in a group of 5 people because in the group, your points maybe took by the other students & you don't have enough time to rethink other points. If the lecturer interviewed 1 person at a time, he should do it to all of the students. It was really UNFAIR! Without wasting my time again, I rushed back to my hostel to prepare for an AGM and I just realized that there was a replacement for a class. I skipped the class because it was a last minute notice for me & for the readers who know me, I hate last minute notices. I don't like something block in the middle of the way when I planned a thing well. After my preparation & dinner, straight away went to the AGM. For those who read my post earlier, I was offered the post that I want & I accepted it. I received the list of the new committee members on Sunday night. I got the mixed feeling of happy & sad. 1 year already. The old committee member stepped down & the new committee members were appointed already. I saw a lot of new faces in the board. Another new journey need to go on. I'm still planning how to lead the new members. May the force be with me for another 1 year.

During the Moral class on last Tuesday, the lecturer told the class about the project's mark to the students & I think that it is not good. Furthermore, he added more salt on the wound which is he told the class that the students will get refundable money from the the donation they gave if the project get some profits. I was like @.@ & my project leader agreed with the lecturer. Those money are donation, how can refund it to the students? I just want the project runs as simple as possible. I'm quite jealous some of my friends who studied in other universities. They just need to take 1 Moral subject but for me, I need to take 3 Moral subjects for my 4 years of studies. Haiz~ After Moral class was the Structural Analysis II. The lecture just gave the assignment & want the students to finish in 2 weeks time. To add more worries, I haven't learn how to use the software that needed to do the assignment. The lecturer didn't teach the students how to use the software. Need to learn it by myself. Furthermore, my laptop couldn't install the software because it only can use in Window XP. I need to go to the computer laboratory to use it. During the semester break, there was a special class for this software organized by another lecturer but it was limited to 9 students only. I was unlucky because I couldn't register it because it's full already. Haiz~

Quite free on Wednesday. I just got 2 hours class in the morning. Surprisingly, my Wastewater lecturer finished her syllabus in the class already. That means I don't have Wednesday class for this semester anymore. This is the best news for this week. Yahoo~ I got time to do my revision for a whole Wednesday. Got pro sure got con too. She will give the second assignment to the students soon & the due date is in 2 weeks time. Total 2 assignments for the Raya Gift~ @.@ Purposely went to library to borrow some books for my Soil Mechanics Laboratory report. I haven't finish the report's dsicussions yet. The lecturer was so 'kind' until he set up his own questions for the discussions to the students. Most all of my classmates are so 'happy' with his questions. The questions were really 'Superb'. I don't know how to describe it anymore. During the afternoon, my coursemate visited me in the hostel & asked me to do the transition of my works in the chapter to him. I'm quite pity him because he is a 3rd year student & need to handle the whole program department for 1 year. It's quite heavy for him to do so. I was wondering why the interviewers chose him as the new director for the program department. At 5pm, I reached back to my college. I need to attend a meeting with my Moral classmates. I just found out that my project leader changed a lot of jobs for the committee members. I was like @.@ again. I lazy to talk so much anymore because I'm just an assistant for her. I just want to finish the project as soon as possible. What a project~

Need to woke up early on last Thursday. Class started at 8am. As usual, the class was bored. The lecturer was lazy to call each of the students' name already. He repeated his words & told the class that the average marks of the students for Test 1 is really bad, between 30-50. He asked the students need to work hard for Test 2. I can see his worries because score between 30-50 is really bad. I hope I can do well for Test 2 on the early of October. Around 2pm, I went to computer laboratory to learn how to use the software with my other coursemates. All of us don't know how to use it. It was like a blind man without a stick walk on the road randomly. Even the laboratory assistant can't help us because the software is too new for them & they don't know how to use it. But in the end, we managed to use the software roughly & need to ask the lecturer on next week. Still need to wait until 7.30pm for a replacement class. I hate replacement class during at night time. So tired until I yawned a lot of time.

This is just a summary of what I done/felt for the past 6 days ago. I hope the readers won't feel sleepy after read this post. (But I think they will~ XD)

Before I end this post, I would like to share a post wrote by my friend on the Facebook:

For the couples, must love each others with true heart if not u both will share only 'congenial heart disease' such as atrial septal defects, vebtricular septal defects, patent ductus arteriosus, tetralogy of fallot, transposition of the great arteries and aortic coarctation and then at last heart failure..


Happy World Heart Day! XD


Sunday, September 12, 2010

Birthday Wish List 2010??

I just read one of my friend's blog about her birthday wish list. I felt it is funny and I would like to post my own birthday wish list this year on my blog for the first time. So, here it goes~

  • I want to have a smooth life ahead.
  • I want to get at least 3 pointer and above for my GPA for my final 4 semesters.
  • I hope I can get the company that I want for my industrial training.
  • I hope my family members always stay healthy.
  • I hope I am still a bachelor for a longer time~ XD
For the things that I wanted most for now~

  • New mobile phone (I'm still blur blur since last year.. I don't know want to buy which type of handphone which is cheap but a lot of functions. Now my handphone ring tone spoil already~ =.=)
  • New external hard disk drive (My current hard disk is going to explode soon)
  • New Dark & Bright Ties (Somebody bought it for me already. Thanks!)
  • New formal black shoe (Somebody bought it for me already. Thanks!)
  • Free tickets from Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra (Just got it XD)
  • A car?? (Hahaha... Just Kidding~)
  • Moleskine Notebook (I want it since when I work in Kinokuniya last time. but it's too expensive. Maybe I'm going to have it when I'm working :D)
  • Perfume from Emporio Armani?? I'm getting 'Hiao'.. Haha~
  • New spectacles from Ray Band or Emporio Armani (If got enough budget, want to change it already~)
  • New belt to keep my waist fit fit (Need to change it because I use my current belt since form 1 XD)
  • A new casual bag for my daily studies? (I used my university brand bag for 2 years++, should I continue to use it or else?? haha~)
  • A hug & kiss from a pretty & gorgeous girl and she is not from my family members? (I know it's impossible for now. Hahaha~)
  • A whole cheesecake~ (Yum Yum~)
  • Need a person to accompany me to enter the casino for the first time, preferable a women~ (This is another impossible mission for now.. XD)
  • Shopping vouchers? (I'm too greedy~ Haha~)

I think I'm too greedy.. To the reader(s), this is just a crap that I wrote.. No need purposely buy this things to me.. I will buy it by myself in the future when I'm working.. Hahaha~ I'm happy what I got now.. Still got a week for holiday.. After the break will be hectic for me already.. I hope there will be no test 4 days after my Big 2s day~


The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorrow~


Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Before & During Mid-Sem Break Sem 1 2010/2011~

My mid-sem break just started on last Saturday. Actually it just a week of break but due to the festive season, it become 2 weeks of break. There are pros and cons for having a 2 weeks of break. But for me, I can feel that it's not good. This is because after the mid-sem break, I'm going to have less than a month to prepare for my final exam for this semester. Furthermore, due to the cancellation classes during the second week of the break, the classes need to be replace back after the break during the night time. Argh~ Haiz~ I don't know what to say. Speechless. I had few tests before the mid-sem break started. I can say that the tests were different than last time. It was tougher than I thought. Life goes on~ I hope I can get an average carry marks for all of my subjects for this semester. I'm worrying about my moral project, which is still in limbo. I received a news that there is another moral class do the same project with my class. Until before the break starts, both of the project committee members include myself agreed to collaborate. I hope it goes well. Haiz~ Meanwhile, I make up my mind already. I went for the club's interview to apply the executive board members for the term 2010/2011. I think I can manage time well and can lead the club to a greater heights. I hope so~ During the first week of mid-sem break, I think I online too much. Almost everyday online from morning to afternoon, afternoon to evening and evening to night. I don't know what to do during the break time. Actually I got a lot of homework need to be done. But the questions are too tough until I don't have the mood to do so. Day after day~ Last Sunday, I participated a contest organized by the MPO. The prize is a pair of tickets for three winners to attend the Gala Concert. And just now, I received an email from MPO that I won it. I was shocked! I thought I won't get it. I'm very happy about it. This will be my first time to attend a Gala Concert organized by MPO. But there are few problems occurred. Actually I bought a ticket for the next day Gala Concert. That means I need to attend a same concert but for 2 consecutive days. I can't sell back the ticket that I bought earlier because some of my friends will going to watch with me. On the other hand, I cannot let it go the prize that I won because this prize will be one of my soon to be best birthday gift I ever receive. The another problem is I need to find a partner to accompany me to attend the Gala Concert. I don't know who I should invite to join me. Still thinking. Some of my friends asked me to take this opportunity to invite a girl for this event and meanwhile to tackle her. I was like >> =.= <<> Speechless.. It's hard for a single young man to find a partner to accompany him to attend an event... Next week probably go back to university.. Quite lazy.. Still got a week left for holiday. I will enjoy & rest well while I can~




This is the music video that resembles my mood now. Its going up & down~



And lastly, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my Muslim friends a

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

I hope all of you will enjoy this festive season. Drive safely during this festive season~





Friday, August 13, 2010

Égoïsme~

Quite bored when I study the notes. So, I would like to take my break time to write a post on my blog today.

Egoism: thinking about yourself too much; selfishness. (Taken from the Oxford wordpower, dictionary for Malaysian Students)

Everyone in this world has their own pride & proud of it including myself. I started to know the meaning of the egoism when I was in secondary school. I saw some of my schoolmates/ friends who had a very high ego level on their studies, co-curriculum achievements or their personal stuff. At that time, I felt so angry & jealous what they achieved. I tried my best to get what I want until I can shut their mouth. This continue when I entered college life. Besides studies, I worked hard on 1 of my past favourite activities, Taekwondo. I can say that at that time, I was the only person/student who has the international qualification to prove me that I'm an eligible black-belt holder. I felt so proud of it & want to be the best student among the others. But I realized that this things will not bring fame to me forever. Until I entered my university, I met even more people who has a very high ego level than me. Some of them think that they were smarter than the lecturers. Some of them think that they have the better skills than the others. Some of them think that they have a better material than the others. I'm not trying to say that I'm not a very ego guy or I'm a very humble guy and want to say that proud of ourselves is very bad. Actually it is good because it can make you to be more confident for yourself. I understand that some of the people like to show their achievements to others because of their hardship. But please control your level of ego because you are not the greatest in the world. Probably you can ruin your life if your level of ego is too high. Try to know the around of your surroundings first before you show it out. Don't be too selfish. I'm still have my own ego but I'm trying to hide it as much as I could.

This is just an ordinary blog (Crap blog). No offend to the readers.



The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~





P/S: Sometimes I still jealous the others' achievements/stuff~

Saturday, August 07, 2010

After a month of 1st semester 2010/2011~

July 2010~ I felt I'm quite lucky during the month of July because all of the things that I organized run smoothly & quite happy about it. I think the quote that I use now is quite useful to me. I think I'm getting active in co-curriculum in my university. I became the person-in-charged for 3 programs, 2 were official & 1 was unofficial. For the new civil engineering gathering, I saw a lot of new faces. It's remind me back when I was on 1st year, a naive & blur new student attended the welcoming session. Haha~ The response from the new students were overwhelming good. After the day of the gathering which on last 24th July Saturday morning. When I sat on my chair & browsed the internet in the hostel, suddenly I felt my butt shake for a few seconds. I thought it was my muscle reflection but it's not. It was an earthquake. I know it through the online news. It was from Sumatera, Indonesia. Wow.. Malaysia is going to have an earthquake soon. During the evening time, went to KLCC to watched the last performance from MPO before the season ends. The last performance was 'The Damnation Faust'. It was my second time to watch a concert in the MPO's Hall. The performance was quite good although the middle part was little bit boring. But in the end, the ending was superb. I don't know my classmates were enjoy with the performance or not but I will go for it again in the future. Yesterday, I was handling a site visit to Beranang, Selangor. Visit an Eco Green House. I was very happy because there is no problem during the trip. All goes well. Phew~ This was my last program that I need to handle for the term 2009/2010. Meanwhile, I applied for a job in the Career Unit. Some of my friends asked me to think twice because the job is hard & a lot of workloads need to be done. Furthermore, I'm still considering that should I apply for the top post of the club? Some of my friends said I should go for it, but some of them asked me to slow down. Now I'm in 50 50 position. About my studies, so far so good. I think my CEGB323 lecturer is getting better. I can follow his tune of teaching. The best thing is I'm going to face my week test on next 2 weeks. 3 core subjects' tests held on that week. Cool~ I hope that my time management will works well & I have strength to do it. Just now in the afternoon, I went to university hall for my seniors' convocation. Glad that can meet them before they left the university. I can't wait for my turn to convocation. I can felt my seniors' joy when they were graduated. Their hardship for studies finally offered them a university degree. I wish them best of luck in the future. Probably I'm not going to write so much of blogs now because maybe I will be busy soon. For the end of this blog, I want to share this song with the readers. This song suits my mood for now.




Hope you enjoy your weekend!


The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~


Friday, July 16, 2010

1st & 2nd Week of 3rd Year 1st Semester~

Time flies fast~ After the Orientation Week, I felt myself even older when I facilitate the transfer credit students. White hairs grow more. I can sense that the 3rd year subjects are getting harder. It doesn't look like the 1st or 2nd year subjects. More new & weird things that I need to learn. During the 1st week of the semester, it was quite chaotic for me. Shifted my house twice in 1 week. First was after the Orientation Week & the second was the housemate problems. I can't stand with my previous housemates due to the fragrant smoke. & don't know how to keep the house clean. Furthermore, they bring few squatters to stay into my previous house. Luckily, I managed to shift my house. If not, I think World War 3 will begin soon. Very tired when I shifted my things from a house to another house to another house~ Why can't they give me a house permanently for my final 2 years of studies? My university Boleh! Celebrated my classmate's belated birthday in KL. Went for karaoke session. It's been 6-8 years I didn't go for karaoke. I sang like a duck~ Haha~ But it was a nice gathering among my classmates because we didn't meet for 2 months. Then I need to attend 2 meetings for 2 nights. I thought I can slow down my commitment for the club but I can't. I just received the words from the advisor that he hopes that my year batchmates will continue to lead the club & I can feel the pressure is rising. I already quit my job silently as the hostel committee member to prepare the workloads of my studies. During the 1st week of Friday, I went to SMK Subang Utama for my club's roadshow. Although the program runs well but I felt dissatisfied because it was so messy. & a lot of last minute changes. I think I'm still not a good leader yet. Finally, I can go back to my hometown after 3 weeks in my university compound. I like the word 'Home Sweet Home'~ It was so good~

Second week of the semester, still the same~ Studies are getting harder. Had my 1st Soil Mechanics laboratory. Suddenly, the lecturer want to assess my group. I was like @.@ ~ I just received the laboratory manual 15 minutes before the session starts. I still haven't read through the manual yet. I felt so blur. Some more the lecturer was so impatient & asked us to do fast. I was like want to kick his groin already. Argh~ Last Tuesday night was the Clubs & Societies Bazaar. This was my 1st time to promote my club. Honestly, I don't like to promote things. If can, I try to avoid it. Last Wednesday was quite tortured for me. After my class at 10am, I need to design a poster in the last minute & waited for the HOD to get her signature for a long long time. Until I need to skip my lunch. I was thinking why I need to design the poster? That is not my job scope. Am I too kind & helpful. Or stupid? Should I be more selfish on next time? After that need to pass up the program proposal to the office. Finished all the job at 4.30pm. Exhausted~ Lazy to go out for dinner. Bought some food from the apartment grocery shop. Yesterday, during the Soil Mechanics class, the lecturer was so kind & gave a lot of exercises for my class to do it. I was so 'Happy' with it. I need to do it in 3 days time although I don't know what he teach in the class. The war is just started. More to come from him. And just now, I received a call from my colleague. He told me that the office disapprove my program proposal due to some problem. The office changed back to the old system. They need a month instead of 10 days to pass up the proposal to them. They should inform the students before the semester starts. Wasted my money & time to print the proposal. I hate it.

Just 2 weeks, I faced a lot of obstacles. Actually, I'm quite happy with it because this is the real test for me to train myself stronger. I hope I will pass it through well for this semester.

The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~


Sunday, June 20, 2010

Happy Father's Day 2010

I would like to wish my papa, a Happy Father's Day! I hope you enjoy the gift that I gave you earlier. I can't celebrate with him today because I need to go back to my university for a service. But had a dinner with him & my family members yesterday at normal restaurant. :D


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Semester Break Ends~

I just finished my bag-packing. So hard to do it. Tomorow I need to go back to my university for 1 week induction and 1 week orientation. This 2 weeks, I'm not going to enjoy the holiday like my other unimates. I'm going to sacrifice my time to guide the new students to adapt the new life in university. This will be the third time I'm going to become the facilitator again. I think I will feel bored about it. About the 3 months break, I think I rest well. Everyday wake up, eat, online, eat, online, eat, watch tv, online, then sleep. This routine is repeated again & again for the last 3 months except some days I went out for movies & a classmate's trip. Initially, I want to do some revision on some subjects that I fear most. But in the end, I gave up. Lazy to touch the notes & books. I almost online & sleep during the afternoon everyday until my mother complaint about it. I just keep quiet & still go for it because if I didn't online, I think I feel very bored. I browsed a lot of websites regards on my interest. I think it can broaden up my mind. I try to make a gathering with my old friends but in the, it does not happen because due to time constraint. So, I lazy to do it again & want to stay in the house. Luckily didn't go out much, can save some money to use it as my pocket money for the coming semester. Anyway, I gained weight. Hahaha~ I think got 3 month of pregnant. Hahaha~ I feel proud of it. :D The 5th semester is going to starts soon. I don't know what obstacles that I will going to face. Some of the seniors told me that 3rd year will be getting harder. I can see their wrinkles on their forehead when they told me this. I'm going to use full force to face it through. Next semester will be crucial for me too because the co-curriculum. I thought I don't need to think about it during the break but unfortunately, it's like a ghost haunting me. I feel so tired about it. I was thinking to quit it on next semester but some of friends said I should go on. Some asked me to quit because of studies. Now, I'm still middle of the fence. I don't know want to fall left or right. During the last 2 weeks, I managed to bake 2 cakes. It was 1 of my good experience & I will remember it for my whole life, to become a sissy guy for a moment~ haha~

Orientation is coming soon. I can't wait for the new students to come. Hehehe~ I hope I won't be station in international group. It's freaking scary~

Bye bye my last 3 months semester break~ T.T


Monday, June 14, 2010

Yummy~

After 2 weeks, I planned to make another poison cake before my semester break ends: Chilled Lemon Cheese Cake. This is my first time to make a real cheesecake. Purposely went out to buy the ingredients. The weather was so hot but I can't wait to do it & eat it. Hahaha~ I agreed with one of my coursemate @ senior, make own cheesecake is cheaper than buy a whole cheesecake from 'The Secret Recipe' but need to have time & energy to do it. As usual, I do it by myself with my mum's guidance.

These are the ingredients:
CRUMB CRUST
  • 240g sweet butter biscuits or digestive biscuits, crushed.
  • 120-150g melted butter.
FILLING
  • 3 1/2 tbsp gelatine powder, mixed with 250ml of boiling water.
  • 1/2 tbsp grated lemon rind.
  • 60ml lemon juice from 2 lemon.
  • 1 tin evaporated milk, well-chilled.
  • 240g cream cheese.
  • 180-200g castor sugar (to taste).
  • 1 tsp vanilla.

First of all, I thought make a cheesecake is harder than to make a bread & cheese pudding. But I was wrong. This cheesecake is easy to do. This are the methods.

METHOD (CRUMB CRUST)
  1. Combine biscuit crumble & melted butter.
  2. Press onto the bottom of 9" spring form tin with removable base. Chill while preparing the filling.
METHOD (FILLING)
  1. Dissolve gelatine powder in boiling water. Cool, add lemon rind & juice.
  2. Whisk chilled evaporated milk till thick & double in bulk. Set aside.
  3. Beat cream cheese until smooth, add caster sugar & vanilla. Beat well.
  4. Fold in milk, lemon & gelatine mixture.
  5. Pour into the prepared crumb-crust & chill overnight before serving.


Haiz... I need to wait for night before I can eat it.

After a night~ Tadaa~~
So Cute~~ :D


I ate it & it is so delicious! But the crumb crust got little bit soft. Next time need to crunch it well. So happy~ This is 1 of my best masterpiece I ever made~ Hehehe~ Holiday is going to end soon. I sure miss it~ T.T




Sunday, June 06, 2010

G.F.P.

WARNING: This post is not suitable for those who are 18 years old & below or has the sexualism thoughts~

I read one of my friend's blog just now. Surprisingly this is the first time I know the term of 'Gay For Pay'~

I want to share it with the readers. I never heard or read it before until just now. First, I don't believe it until I watched the video recommended by my friend in the blog in Youtube. It was 'The Tyra Bank Show' video. My eyes are widened. Wow~ I'm shocked! I heard a 'straight' man (who got 3 kids + 1 kid is coming soon) is willingly to act in gay porn. How can he is a straight man & at the same time do sex with another man? How they get the feel to do it if both of them are straight? Treat the partner as a women? I don't dare to think further. @.@ In the video, I also learned that act in gay porn can earn more money than straight porn. No wonder some of the straight man are willing to do so. I'm wondering how he is going to explain to his children about this in the future when their children accidentally watch their father is a gay porn star? Probably got another version of 'Lesbian For Pay'? This is the link to watch the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQensCD7xcE

I don't know what the readers of this blog are going to comment about it. But, I just want to say is 'The World is Changing'~ I'm not encouraging homosexual acts but I'm respecting them because every human on the Earth have their own rights~






P/S: I'm a straight young man~

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

1st of June 2010~ First time to Baked something~

Yesterday, I read a culinary book & I found out a recipe on how to make a Bread & Cheese Pudding. I told my mom that it is easy & I wanted to do it since I'm so free during this holiday. My mom told me ok, you can do it. Hahaha~ I'm not sure she is joking or not because usually she don't allowed me to cook something fantastic food except instant noodles in the kitchen. She scared that her kitchen will become the next World War 3.

Until today morning, I was surprised that she prepared all the bakery tools for me. She asked me to accompany her to Tesco to buy some groceries, including the bakery ingredients. She told me that I need to make the pudding by myself. At last I can cook something special~ Hehehe~ I would like to share my experience to the readers. Started to make the pudding at 4.15pm.

This are the ingredients that need to bake the Bread & Cheese Pudding:
  • 200g sugar
  • 600ml fresh milk
  • 125g butter
  • 1/2 tsp vanilla
  • 7 eggs
  • 1 loaf white bread, trimmed & cut into half

Methods:
  • Put sugar, fresh milk & butter into a pan & boil over low heat until butter melted. Remove from heat.
  • Add in vanilla, eggs & stir well. Soak trimmed bread into the mixture for 3 minutes.

  • Arrange Line a 8" round baking tin with greaseproof paper. Place a layer of bread on the bottom. Sprinkle some grated cheese onto the bread & pour in some milk mixture.
  • Repeat the same way until all ingredients are used. Steam-bake the bread pudding in a pre-heated oven at 170 degree celcius for 1 1/2 hours or until cooked.

At last finished.. So happy about it. I thought is easy to bake it. But I want to take back my words. It is not easy at all. But is ok. The next thing I want to do is a real Cheese Cake~ I'm coming~ hahaha


The bread skins. I don't know how to do with it. Got any idea? Maybe use it to feed the fish in the river :D

P/S: To all of my Sarawakian friends, I would like to wish you Selamat Hari Gawai! Gaya Guru Gerai Nyamai~ :D




Friday, May 28, 2010

Wesak Day 2010


I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my friends who are Buddhist a Happy Wesak Day! We, as a human on this Earth need to have a compassion to care each other so that the Earth will maintain in peace. May you all have a harmony, happy and peaceful Wesak Day~


Thursday, May 20, 2010

Am I good leader?

I just chatted with a senior about how to become a leader. He advised me about how to become a leader & to communicate with the subordinates well although he told me that he just share his idea. But I still treated it as an advice.

Am I a good leader? I become a group or mass leader a lot of time since when I was standard 2 or 8 years old, I became a class monitor. When I was in secondary school, I think I can say that I am 'gila kuasa' to become a leader. I joined a lot of clubs and grabbed some leader post. Hahaha.. Until now, I still volunteer myself or selected by my friends to become a leader in my university. It can say that I got some experiences to be a leader. Last time, I thought that I got the experiences and will be a good leader in the future. But I was wrong. I am not a good leader yet. Why I said so because I faced the real challenges when I become the group leader for my projects in my university. Not only the projects, but also in the club/society that I joined.

I can feel the 'real' pressure when I lead my friends or subordinates. I received a lot of problems from big to small. Some problems can be solved, some problems I can't solve it. It is hard to become a good leader & respected by your friends. I almost want to resign & run away from it but I can't. Run away is not a solution. It is my responsibility to lead the group. I must go on. Thanks to my friends who advised me & one of the quotes that I like most, 'Pain is Pleasure'. This is a road that will train me a good leader, although I haven't reach yet.

There are a lot of ways to become a good leader but I won't write it on here. I just want to write that do not complain if you are in a group. Try to solve the problems. A lot of people think that become a good leader is hard & try to avoid to become a leader, if can. For me, we should try to become a leader & try to be a good leader so that this experiences will guide us during our work time or other things.

Am I a good leader? I think I'm not a good leader yet. I still have a long way to go~

P/S: It just a craps from me.. Nothing to write during this holiday~ hahaha~


Sunday, May 09, 2010

Mother's Day 2010

Today is the Sunday for the second week of May 2010. I would like to take this opportunity to wish my mommy a Happy Mother's Day. I hope she will stay healthy & always look happy. To all of my friends, I hope you will celebrate with your mother not only for today but celebrate with her on everyday. Appreciate what your mother done for us. :D

Happy Mother's Day!


Saturday, May 01, 2010

Labour Day 2010~

First, I would like to wish all of my friends who are working, a Happy Labour Day! I hope all of you can rest well during this weekend. And to those who are still on holiday, Happy holiday~

1 month holiday gone. After the trip, I felt so empty. I missed that place so much. I wished I can stay there forever. No need to think about my life in the city. Unfortunately, I need to come back to the reality. I cannot run away from it. Stayed at the home all the while. I felt so boring. Everyday online, watch tv, eat and lastly, sleep. I don't dare to weigh my body now. I still don't have the courage to do it so because I know that my weight is increasing. I wait until the new semester open, then I will weigh my body again. At that time, my weight sure decrease. Hahaha~

About my last 4th semester final exam results. I'm quite surprised that I manage to achieved my targets. SOme of my coursemates got into the Dean List. I would like to congratulate them, their hard works pays for it. Although this is 1 of my best pointers among the other results, but I think this is not a good news yet. The real test is coming soon. The following years will be my crucial time. I need to add more effort than last time. Sleep well~ Eat well~ Play hard~ Study Smart~

A lot of my friends & relatives were shocked that I got 3 months break. They asked me that am I going to find a part time job to work~ Haha~ I said no~ I told them that I want to fully rest for my last 3 months of holiday. Last year, I couldn't do so because I took a subject for my special semester. Next year, I will going for industrial training. Next 2 years, I will graduating & start to work already. I hope my statement will not make the others jealous.

This few weeks, I think I comment/spam too much on my friends' facebook post. Haha~ Last time I'm not used to be like this. Maybe I'm too free or want to be a busybody guy or better words in chinese: '38'.. Haha~ But once the holidays end, I think I will get back to my normal life.Still got a 1 and a half month for my holiday. I don't have any plans to do except maybe have a few gatherings with my old friends. I hope it will go on.

Yesterday, I saw an incident which was happened at the Batu Tiga Tol~ Human are selfish. There were 2 cars, white & grey, the owners of this 2 cars were fighting each other to get into the Touch n Go lane. In the end, both cars clashed each other. White owner used his palm to hit the grey car. Then the grey owner which was a women showed her finger middle to the white owner. Due to anger, the white owner throw a bottle to the grey car. I was just back of these 2 cars. I don't dare to drive closer to them. Scared that my mum's car will be 1 of the victim. Hahaha..I just want to share this to the readers. Why we need to be so selfish on the road? Why there are so many road bullies on the road. why can't we be patience while we are driving. Think about it~

Anyway~ I don't care too much already~ hahaha~ That's all for me on this post. I want to enjoy my holiday well~ haha~ Adios~