1st & 2nd Week of 3rd Year 1st Semester~

Time flies fast~ After the Orientation Week, I felt myself even older when I facilitate the transfer credit students. White hairs grow more. I can sense that the 3rd year subjects are getting harder. It doesn't look like the 1st or 2nd year subjects. More new & weird things that I need to learn. During the 1st week of the semester, it was quite chaotic for me. Shifted my house twice in 1 week. First was after the Orientation Week & the second was the housemate problems. I can't stand with my previous housemates due to the fragrant smoke. & don't know how to keep the house clean. Furthermore, they bring few squatters to stay into my previous house. Luckily, I managed to shift my house. If not, I think World War 3 will begin soon. Very tired when I shifted my things from a house to another house to another house~ Why can't they give me a house permanently for my final 2 years of studies? My university Boleh! Celebrated my classmate's belated birthday in KL. Went for karaoke session. It's been 6-8 years I didn't go for karaoke. I sang like a duck~ Haha~ But it was a nice gathering among my classmates because we didn't meet for 2 months. Then I need to attend 2 meetings for 2 nights. I thought I can slow down my commitment for the club but I can't. I just received the words from the advisor that he hopes that my year batchmates will continue to lead the club & I can feel the pressure is rising. I already quit my job silently as the hostel committee member to prepare the workloads of my studies. During the 1st week of Friday, I went to SMK Subang Utama for my club's roadshow. Although the program runs well but I felt dissatisfied because it was so messy. & a lot of last minute changes. I think I'm still not a good leader yet. Finally, I can go back to my hometown after 3 weeks in my university compound. I like the word 'Home Sweet Home'~ It was so good~

Second week of the semester, still the same~ Studies are getting harder. Had my 1st Soil Mechanics laboratory. Suddenly, the lecturer want to assess my group. I was like @.@ ~ I just received the laboratory manual 15 minutes before the session starts. I still haven't read through the manual yet. I felt so blur. Some more the lecturer was so impatient & asked us to do fast. I was like want to kick his groin already. Argh~ Last Tuesday night was the Clubs & Societies Bazaar. This was my 1st time to promote my club. Honestly, I don't like to promote things. If can, I try to avoid it. Last Wednesday was quite tortured for me. After my class at 10am, I need to design a poster in the last minute & waited for the HOD to get her signature for a long long time. Until I need to skip my lunch. I was thinking why I need to design the poster? That is not my job scope. Am I too kind & helpful. Or stupid? Should I be more selfish on next time? After that need to pass up the program proposal to the office. Finished all the job at 4.30pm. Exhausted~ Lazy to go out for dinner. Bought some food from the apartment grocery shop. Yesterday, during the Soil Mechanics class, the lecturer was so kind & gave a lot of exercises for my class to do it. I was so 'Happy' with it. I need to do it in 3 days time although I don't know what he teach in the class. The war is just started. More to come from him. And just now, I received a call from my colleague. He told me that the office disapprove my program proposal due to some problem. The office changed back to the old system. They need a month instead of 10 days to pass up the proposal to them. They should inform the students before the semester starts. Wasted my money & time to print the proposal. I hate it.

Just 2 weeks, I faced a lot of obstacles. Actually, I'm quite happy with it because this is the real test for me to train myself stronger. I hope I will pass it through well for this semester.

The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~