Middle of September 2015

Yesterday I was scared during the flight departure and landing due to the low visibility. Thank God. I am still alive today. The haze is reflective of my mood since today morning. I hope it will be gone soon. Let me enjoy the great days with beautiful scenery and delicious food and drinks. Meanwhile, I think I have a new habit. I keep thinking of the past alone, what I had done before, the moments that I shared with someone. Is it good? People keep mention that we should not think of the past, we should move forward. Haha! It depends.. There is a friend of mine, asked whether I still have the passion to work in the engineering field or else. Actually I do not know how to answer it. I just said that I can sudden wake up during my sleep and thinking of the project structure is still there and pray that it will not collapse during and after the construction. A medical doctor can only kill one person at a moment, but an engineer can kill millions in a second. I do not think I will encourage my future children to pursue in engineering field. What is your say? Haha!

L'amour est enfant de bohème,
Il n'a jamais, jamais connu de loi;
Si tu ne m'aimes pas, je t'aime;
Si je t'aime, prends garde à toi!
Si tu ne m'aimes pas,
Si tu ne m'aimes pas, je t'aime;
Mais si je t'aime, si je t'aime;
Prends garde à toi!

242nd Post

How are you readers? I hope you are doing good. It's time for me to write something back here. I was sad with the current condition in my homeland, especially on last weekend. I pray that miracle will happen soon. Meanwhile, I am still trying to adapt myself in a foreign land. So far still alright, although everyday I face new challenges on work till my head is spinning. Few weeks ago, I met my former FYP partner. I was surprised that my friend told me it's time to settle down, get a 'real' partner. Yes boss. Coming soon, I hope. Haha! The way that my friend advised to me, same as what my another friend advised before. Men need to be aggressive, like a Lion.. 

Pur mai non sentesi,
felice appieno,
chi su quel seno,
no liba amore!





P/S: I used to sing this song in the hostel room during my university time. Haha!

Last Sunday of June 2015

The first half year of 2015 is going to end soon. I hope that I will fully utilize the time to make my 2015 a memorable year. I read few posts on my blogs and I found a post that make me laugh again. If you have time, try to read this: http://lesliecftan.blogspot.sg/2009/04/365-nights-of-sex.html . Do you agree with the author? Haha!

Good night..

 

P/S: I am weak, but thou art mighty.. Hold me with thy powerful hand.. 

240th post

What a tiring day today. I feel demotivated and soulless. It is hard for me to smile these days.  A lot of unwanted things happened on work and personal life. I know that nobody can help me except by myself and life still goes on. I have to be the strongest for myself.

P/S: I hope I can write more post..

16 May 2015

I still remember my former teacher who shared a story to me about a man, who works as a cleaner in PJ and speaks in English fluently without an educational background. He read English newspaper everyday and he try to speak in English with people in. For the first few times when he spoke, it was not good but he did not give up. People around him taught him on how to speak correctly and he practiced to speak. With his courage and determination, now he can speak and read in English well. 

My former teacher said that to master a language, we need to speak out with courage even though it is not perfect wrong in pronunciation, mistakes in grammar, etc. There is no shame to speak. Thanks for her advise. I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my former Tadika Cemerlang teachers, SKS24 SA teachers, SMKS24 SA teachers, taekwondo intructors, tuition teachers, TARC lecturers, UNITEN lecturers, and those who advised and taught me directly or indirectly, Selamat Hari Guru dan jasamu dikenang.. 

Teachers enlighten the path of success for us..

P/S: Encounter summertime sadness..

Miss...

Working in a foreign land is not that easy as it seems. For sure, you will miss your hometown very much and I am not excluded from it. It takes time to cure this sickness alone. Meanwhile, now I can call myself as a '外老' here. I am not sure whether I should be proud of myself with this title or else. Haha!

I would like to take this opportunity to wish my mother a Happy Mother's Day! Thank you so much for your unconditional love and sacrifices to me. Sorry that I couldn't celebrate with you this year. I'll be back home soon.

To my reader(s), I hope you have a good Monday tomorrow!

When the rain is blowing in your face 
And the whole world is on your case 
I could offer you a warm embrace 
To make you feel my love 

When the evening shadows and the stars appear 
And there is no one there to dry your tears 
I could hold you for a million years 
To make you feel my love 

I know you haven't made your mind up yet 
But I would never do you wrong 
I've known it from the moment that we met 
no doubt in my mind were you belong 

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue 
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do 
To make you feel my love 

The storms are raging on the rolling sea 
And on the highway of regret 
The winds of change are blowing wild and free 
You ain't seen nothing like me yet 

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true 
Nothing that I wouldn't do 
Go to the ends of the Earth for you 
To make you feel my love 

To make you feel my love...


P/S: This song keep repeating in my head..

Early May 2015

Last month I was a bit busy with my work, which I have to settle it before I leave the company for good. Yes, I have made a drastic change again on my career path. It was not easy for my to decide and move forward to a next level. I had been thinking to change it since last year October and I would like to thank those who supported my move. Life is like riding a bicycle in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.. 

Meanwhile, I would like to thank few of my friends who organised farewell makan(s), k-session and trip for me. It were meaningful and momentous for me and I appreciate it much. I was fortunate that I have few days to rest before start a new job. It was fun and scary when I was in Rose of the North on last weekend. I managed to ride a scooter on a busy road, diarrhea for a day, Tuk Tuk driver automatically sent me to a KTV lounge and few GROs asked me to go for 'entertainment'... 

I will depart to another place in few hours time. I wish all of you have a good weekend and remember, play safe. XD

Goodbye..