240th post

What a tiring day today. I feel demotivated and soulless. It is hard for me to smile these days.  A lot of unwanted things happened on work and personal life. I know that nobody can help me except by myself and life still goes on. I have to be the strongest for myself.

P/S: I hope I can write more post..

16 May 2015

I still remember my former teacher who shared a story to me about a man, who works as a cleaner in PJ and speaks in English fluently without an educational background. He read English newspaper everyday and he try to speak in English with people in. For the first few times when he spoke, it was not good but he did not give up. People around him taught him on how to speak correctly and he practiced to speak. With his courage and determination, now he can speak and read in English well. 

My former teacher said that to master a language, we need to speak out with courage even though it is not perfect wrong in pronunciation, mistakes in grammar, etc. There is no shame to speak. Thanks for her advise. I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of my former Tadika Cemerlang teachers, SKS24 SA teachers, SMKS24 SA teachers, taekwondo intructors, tuition teachers, TARC lecturers, UNITEN lecturers, and those who advised and taught me directly or indirectly, Selamat Hari Guru dan jasamu dikenang.. 

Teachers enlighten the path of success for us..

P/S: Encounter summertime sadness..

Miss...

Working in a foreign land is not that easy as it seems. For sure, you will miss your hometown very much and I am not excluded from it. It takes time to cure this sickness alone. Meanwhile, now I can call myself as a '外老' here. I am not sure whether I should be proud of myself with this title or else. Haha!

I would like to take this opportunity to wish my mother a Happy Mother's Day! Thank you so much for your unconditional love and sacrifices to me. Sorry that I couldn't celebrate with you this year. I'll be back home soon.

To my reader(s), I hope you have a good Monday tomorrow!

When the rain is blowing in your face 
And the whole world is on your case 
I could offer you a warm embrace 
To make you feel my love 

When the evening shadows and the stars appear 
And there is no one there to dry your tears 
I could hold you for a million years 
To make you feel my love 

I know you haven't made your mind up yet 
But I would never do you wrong 
I've known it from the moment that we met 
no doubt in my mind were you belong 

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue 
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do 
To make you feel my love 

The storms are raging on the rolling sea 
And on the highway of regret 
The winds of change are blowing wild and free 
You ain't seen nothing like me yet 

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true 
Nothing that I wouldn't do 
Go to the ends of the Earth for you 
To make you feel my love 

To make you feel my love...


P/S: This song keep repeating in my head..

Early May 2015

Last month I was a bit busy with my work, which I have to settle it before I leave the company for good. Yes, I have made a drastic change again on my career path. It was not easy for my to decide and move forward to a next level. I had been thinking to change it since last year October and I would like to thank those who supported my move. Life is like riding a bicycle in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving.. 

Meanwhile, I would like to thank few of my friends who organised farewell makan(s), k-session and trip for me. It were meaningful and momentous for me and I appreciate it much. I was fortunate that I have few days to rest before start a new job. It was fun and scary when I was in Rose of the North on last weekend. I managed to ride a scooter on a busy road, diarrhea for a day, Tuk Tuk driver automatically sent me to a KTV lounge and few GROs asked me to go for 'entertainment'... 

I will depart to another place in few hours time. I wish all of you have a good weekend and remember, play safe. XD

Goodbye..

  

Spring

Spring is not about the season, but about the state of mind.
Life is not about the body, but about the mind.
Old age is not measure by years, but by the mindset.
Life is not about how long we live, but how we live it.

P/S: Do you know why I put this picture on my blog main page?

  

1st March 2015: Determination

Whether a person is capable or not depends on how he/she answers questions. Is his/her response to the question positive or negative? His/her capability can actually be tested at that moment. We always hear some people say "no way!", "no way!" The phrase "no way" will definitely bring a life of "no way" to the person who uttered it. "Way" is actually a method created by people for doing something. Some people have encountered setbacks when starting business, have faced difficulties when handling matters, were blamed by others when dealing with people, have to come to a bottleneck when thinking, and then in the end they simply used 'no way' as an excuse to give up. If a rigid or traditional method does not work, perhaps you need to change your thought, examine the questions objectively, look for cross references, or look at the question from a different angle. You will find a way eventually. There is a saying, "All roads lead to Rome." Even a crafty rabbit has three homes in case of emergency, so there is no place for 'no way' for anything that happens in the world. 

 A determined person will always find ways and methods to success. An escapist will see only difficulties and obstacles...



  

234th Post

Things happen when all the conditions are ready.
Things end well when all the conditions cease.
When all the conditions are ready, everything goes smoothly.
When all the conditions are not ready, everything fails.

We are happy when we get something and unhappy when we lose something. However, we can never tell whether it is lucky or unlucky when something bad happened. There's a Chinese saying that "Even if we lose the west side in a war, we may still win the east side in another battle." The feeling of possessing and losing are conditioned. If something belong to me, there is no need to fight and compete with others. It will be mine eventually. If something is not mine, no mater how hard I try to get it, it will never be mine. Sometimes, it is hard to tell whether it is good to get something or it is bad to lose it. It all depends on the conditions. When you get somethings, you must take the most of it. You will find the thing you lost when all conditions are ready to arise.

Happy Lunar New Year and have a good year ahead!


P/S: Actually I don't know what I want now..