Before Mid Sem Break~

I just finished all of my first tests on yesterday night. I felt that my burden is lesser. About my internship, I received few offers. I'm not sure which offers suit me the best. I asked about this from my family members, seniors & friends. And I decided to choose Offer S. I will working at the heart of KL right after my Final Exam soon. This will be my first time to work that will use my knowledge on my studies. I'm quite nervous & excited. I just all will be fine. Meanwhile, about my tests.. I'm not sure I was doing well or not but some of my classmates told me that I looked so relax. Is it? Haha~ Maybe I hide my worries well or they saw me that I looked too tired until I do not have any face expression~ My first test was unexpected. I thought it should be very hard. But the lecturer kept his promise. I really grateful to him. I hope I can get the marks that I want. For the second test, I screwed 1 of the questions. The lecturer was in a 'good' mood at that time. He was like giving a tension situation during the test time. Thanks to him. Roar~ For the last test which was yesterday, hmm.. I'm not sure I was doing the correct answer because at that time my holiday mood is just started. During the tests time, I was the one of the team to organize a few seminars which related to our future progress. There was a speaker gave a good advice: 'When we face a problem, Respond it. Not React on it or you will end up wasting your breath~' It was a nice advice and I will use it in my principle. It was a good & bad experiences I had before the mid sem break for this semester. As usual, after the break, more obstacles need to face. Projects, assignments, second tests & activities come together. Come come~ I'm waiting for you guys..

For now, although my holiday mood is getting higher but my CNY mood is still low. I'm not sure what happened. Maybe I think too much of what should I do after CNY rather than during CNY time. Because during CNY time, it was just a family gathering. Nothing much to do also even though I'm still eligible to get some ang paus. But I feel that I want to travel for holiday. But not now. Maybe after my internship first. I would like to go for backpacking travel & I do not know how to do it. I need to do some research first.

I think that is all I want to write for this post. I will rest well before the new war will starts again. CHARGE!

10th-14th JAN 2011~

Last week was a hectic week for me. Almost everyday sleep less than 5 hours. I faced four '1's or 1111: 1 internship interview, 1 test, 1 exhibition & 1 conference.

For the first '1', the interview. I was quite nervous about the interview because one of my classmate who went for the same interview was screwed by the interviewers. The interviewers asked a lot of the academic questions on him. I was shocked to know about it. Actually I'm not well prepared. Probably I'm going to screw it up too. As usual, I went there half an hour early. Although the company has a small branch but what I researched that this company is a well-known company in the world. I'm quite lucky at that time. the interviewer didn't asked me much about the academic stuff. After the interview, I need to rushed back to my university to settle the exhibition preparation & for the second '1', the test. For the test, I felt I didn't do well. I didn't do enough preparation on it. My oh my.. I just hope for the best of it. For the third '1' which was the exhibition. This exhibition caused me pressure, tension~ Although this time I'm just a supervisor for the project but I still need to help them to do the works. I thought I can be like my seniors last time, no need to do so much of works. A lot of last minute preparations & changes that I need to faced and it was quite messy too. I almost want to release my anger to everyone due to some incidents. But in the end, I was glad that the exhibition had a good reception. I think it was 1 of the best exhibitions throughout the three years. I was happy that I do not need to handle or supervise exhibition anymore because my term is going to end soon. For the last '1' was the conference. I was lucky because I was invited to attend a conference regarding on the infrastructure in tropical environment. I met some of the experienced people who really changed up my mind on what is the real civil engineering. They even shared their point of views of the current job prospect which probably I will go for it in the future.

After a hectic week, I think I need to concentrate on my studies. I just finished a test yesterday. Still got 2 tests to go. I'm not sure I can do it but I will do my best. May the force be with us~

Happy New Year 2011~

I would like to wish all of my friends a Happy New Year 2011! I hope you will have a wonderful year ahead~

May peace be with you~