Égoïsme~

Quite bored when I study the notes. So, I would like to take my break time to write a post on my blog today.

Egoism: thinking about yourself too much; selfishness. (Taken from the Oxford wordpower, dictionary for Malaysian Students)

Everyone in this world has their own pride & proud of it including myself. I started to know the meaning of the egoism when I was in secondary school. I saw some of my schoolmates/ friends who had a very high ego level on their studies, co-curriculum achievements or their personal stuff. At that time, I felt so angry & jealous what they achieved. I tried my best to get what I want until I can shut their mouth. This continue when I entered college life. Besides studies, I worked hard on 1 of my past favourite activities, Taekwondo. I can say that at that time, I was the only person/student who has the international qualification to prove me that I'm an eligible black-belt holder. I felt so proud of it & want to be the best student among the others. But I realized that this things will not bring fame to me forever. Until I entered my university, I met even more people who has a very high ego level than me. Some of them think that they were smarter than the lecturers. Some of them think that they have the better skills than the others. Some of them think that they have a better material than the others. I'm not trying to say that I'm not a very ego guy or I'm a very humble guy and want to say that proud of ourselves is very bad. Actually it is good because it can make you to be more confident for yourself. I understand that some of the people like to show their achievements to others because of their hardship. But please control your level of ego because you are not the greatest in the world. Probably you can ruin your life if your level of ego is too high. Try to know the around of your surroundings first before you show it out. Don't be too selfish. I'm still have my own ego but I'm trying to hide it as much as I could.

This is just an ordinary blog (Crap blog). No offend to the readers.



The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~





P/S: Sometimes I still jealous the others' achievements/stuff~

After a month of 1st semester 2010/2011~

July 2010~ I felt I'm quite lucky during the month of July because all of the things that I organized run smoothly & quite happy about it. I think the quote that I use now is quite useful to me. I think I'm getting active in co-curriculum in my university. I became the person-in-charged for 3 programs, 2 were official & 1 was unofficial. For the new civil engineering gathering, I saw a lot of new faces. It's remind me back when I was on 1st year, a naive & blur new student attended the welcoming session. Haha~ The response from the new students were overwhelming good. After the day of the gathering which on last 24th July Saturday morning. When I sat on my chair & browsed the internet in the hostel, suddenly I felt my butt shake for a few seconds. I thought it was my muscle reflection but it's not. It was an earthquake. I know it through the online news. It was from Sumatera, Indonesia. Wow.. Malaysia is going to have an earthquake soon. During the evening time, went to KLCC to watched the last performance from MPO before the season ends. The last performance was 'The Damnation Faust'. It was my second time to watch a concert in the MPO's Hall. The performance was quite good although the middle part was little bit boring. But in the end, the ending was superb. I don't know my classmates were enjoy with the performance or not but I will go for it again in the future. Yesterday, I was handling a site visit to Beranang, Selangor. Visit an Eco Green House. I was very happy because there is no problem during the trip. All goes well. Phew~ This was my last program that I need to handle for the term 2009/2010. Meanwhile, I applied for a job in the Career Unit. Some of my friends asked me to think twice because the job is hard & a lot of workloads need to be done. Furthermore, I'm still considering that should I apply for the top post of the club? Some of my friends said I should go for it, but some of them asked me to slow down. Now I'm in 50 50 position. About my studies, so far so good. I think my CEGB323 lecturer is getting better. I can follow his tune of teaching. The best thing is I'm going to face my week test on next 2 weeks. 3 core subjects' tests held on that week. Cool~ I hope that my time management will works well & I have strength to do it. Just now in the afternoon, I went to university hall for my seniors' convocation. Glad that can meet them before they left the university. I can't wait for my turn to convocation. I can felt my seniors' joy when they were graduated. Their hardship for studies finally offered them a university degree. I wish them best of luck in the future. Probably I'm not going to write so much of blogs now because maybe I will be busy soon. For the end of this blog, I want to share this song with the readers. This song suits my mood for now.




Hope you enjoy your weekend!


The pain you feel today will be the strength you feel tomorow~