Post mortem~

Just now, I went for a meeting to discussed some agendas..Until the final part of the agenda which is the post mortem for the CE Raya gathering, I know what will happen..Everyone in the room can give some points or express dissatisfaction on the gathering. Started with the bosses, who gave some points about the way to handle the time management, less teamwork, unwanted incidents, happen etc...All of the points were meant to me...I prefer to use the word 'Shoot at me'...In the positive thoughts, this post mortem is to help the committee to improve more especially to organize an event & strenghten the committees' relationship. Everyone can express their feeling. In the other thoughts, don't blame all the things to the leader for their mistakes. Probably the leader is trying his/her best to make it successful. If an event is fail, it should be the committee responsibility, not the leader. So, before shoot a person, all people in the room need to discuss what happen during the program before give any advice to each other or so called the post mortem. I felt like I want to quit my post & want to leave the room at that time. I don't want to talk so much about it..But when I think it back, I don't want to give it up easily. I want to show them that I'm not easily defeat by them. I will show my determination to organize other event well & keep their mouth shut..Maybe you will think that I'm a person who doesn't like people to shoot at me although its just for an improvement..I just want to write something to release my stress at here..But anyway, I would like to thank my comrades who were helping me alot during that night.

21 years~

21 years of age already. So many memories that I passed through. Some good, some bad. Some happy, some sad. Journey starts from Klang to Shah Alam. From Shah Alam to Kuala Lumpur. From Kuala Lumpur to Kajang. Time flies so fast. From a young plain minded boy grow until tall angel & demon minded guy. From full black hair become more white hair. Help alot of people nor cheat some.

21 years of age already. Met alot of different human. Each friends teached & adviced me differently. Get more experiences. Mature in 21? No. Success in 21? Not yet. Still need to walk thousands of torns on the road. Feel the joy. Feel the pain. joy is happiness. Pain is pleasure. Life still need to go on. Not try the best. But be the best~


p/s: Thanks to those who wished me through facebook or by sms. I appreciated it so much. May all of you have a good journey ahead~