Recently, few people asked me some of the questions below:
Who is your BFF?
Am I your BFF?
Honestly, I do not know how to answer it. There is no BFF in my dictionary. In our busy life, friendship is always put to the test. What I can say is, everyone got their own agenda. I will never get the full support from anyone that I know. I understand that I am on my own now. This is why I try to be independent. I will do my best to fill myself, with my own achievements. Nobody will help me, except myself.
Turning thirty is a confusing juncture of life. It can be dreadful enough to make people feel that they are finally not young any more. At the same time, it can motivate people to start living their lives to the fullest. I would like to take this opportunity to thank those who wished me on last week. Although I received 17 wishes only but I feel very blessed and cannot ask anymore. Thankful and grateful for the people who have come in to my life and shared with me this life in a way or another.
I acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which I worked and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. I pay respect to Elder past, present and emerging.
I was lucky to be here for my company's international assignment, which I will work until early next year. When I arrived here, I was surprised with the high security checking in the airport. If compare to Sydney or Melbourne, here is stricter and I think it is good. There was an officer stopped me and asked me for my declaration custom card. Then the officer asked did I bring any 'bakwa'. I was like.... Haha! Currently I am staying in CBD area, which is less than 2km to the office. I can walk to the office and back easily, except for now because it is the winter time. The temperature can reach to the lowest point, which is 6-7 degree Celcius. The office environment is different if compare to the Red Dot. The working desk is bigger, the walking space is bigger, the pantry is bigger, there is a mini fridge which stores the beers. Oh my... There is a monthly event, the 'Friday Forum' where everyone can drink as much they can for 2 hours. I do not think this will happen in the Red Dot office. How fortunate the OZ colleagues here. The workload is not that much, I was lucky to off work on time. I can treat this year as a gap year. To rest well, enjoy the environment alone. Sometimes it is not easy to stay alone, but time flies fast. I will make it through. I cannot wait to explore more here.
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it's so cold and I don't know where I brought you daffodils in a pretty string But they won't flower like they did last spring
And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright I'm just so tired to share my nights I wanna cry and I wanna love But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up
Oh oh And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight But my hands been broken, one too many times So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude Words they always win, but I know I'll lose
And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry I wanna learn to love But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up
Oh oh Oh, need a love, now, my heart is thinking of I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another loveAll my tears have been used up oh oh
It is not easy to work with a superior who is good in acting. In front of you, he/she treats you well. Behind of you, he/she gives you a stab. Every morning I will face the same questions: 'What are you doing now? What is the status for this? For that? Why like this? Can you chase this and that?' Honestly, I fed up. I keep thinking of my home country. I miss the time that I spent in my home country. I will be leaving Red Dot for a year once my visa is approved. It will be another challenging year for me.
