Mid October 2012

What a bright day today after few days of rain. It's time for me to write back something on my blog after I left it for few weeks. I would like to start about my work. Currently, I am doing something that not related to design but more to project management and quality control. The job is getting harder each day. I have to deal with design team leaders directly and it takes me a lot of courage to do so. But so far I still can handle it even though on my birthday, a team leader came to my workplace and throw a tantrum to me & my supervisor and that time was at 1900 hours. Yes, I was working over time on my birthday. Some of my friends asked me to take leave on my birthday and I think why should I need to apply a leave on that day? My birthday is just a normal day and I have few plans to do on next year so I have to save the leaves. Meanwhile, I would like to thank to those who wished me on that day and I hope your wish will come true. And for the first time, I had my birthday dinner with my colleagues. It was a good session to know well on my colleagues. It's good to foster a good relationship with colleagues but for my opinion there is a limit. I heard a lot of rumours about politics until love affairs in the office and I need to be careful if I want to survive in the company. Last weekend, my company sent me and other colleagues to a place for 'holiday'. Technically, I have to representing my company for a team building session in the north of Peninsular Malaysia and it consider as working on the weekend. I have no choice and I need to attend it due to some circumstances. The session is just an ordinary session, mixed with other companies staff and play together. But one thing that 'amazed' me was the accommodation. It was a dormitory but its not well equipped. The dorm is humid and the best thing was the toilet. It's an open toilet aka kampung style. Oh man.. The organizer should inform the participants about the toilet condition. If they inform, I will surely bring a 'sarung' or short pant to be use for bath. I think the readers can imagine how I bathed on the three days of session and for the last night, there was no water supply. Meanwhile, I got the chance to do jungle trekking for six hours on the second day. It was exhausted but it is a good training for me because I didn't exercise for a long long time. Luckily during that time, the leeches dislike me. If not, I have to donate my blood to them. Reached back to KL almost midnight on Sunday and only rest for few hours before start to work on Monday. Imagine how I look like on last Monday and I think I can be look like Edward Cullen~ Hahaha~

Less than 20 days left and I started to be nervous~

I am Titanium!

P/S: It took me a half day to compose this post...

Birthday Wish List 2012??

This is my third time to write about my birthday wish list on Blogger. When I checked on my last year's wish, thank God that some of my main wishes came true. Currently I have a better life with all of my family members are good in health, graduated with a degree honours, work in a good company, enjoy my bachelorhood all the time~

On the other hand, I was surprised that I am so greedy because I wished to get 16 items on last year. It was too much~ But when I think back, I believe that wish to get or hope to achieve something is not a bad thing and it is an encouragement for us to continue a better life.

Back to my wish list, what should I wish to get? There are a lot of things that I want but for this post, I think I just want to write one only.

I wish to get a true love~ I have to search it by myself and it takes time. Meanwhile, I need to concentrate on my current job because I am still a fresh graduate and still in a learning stage.

The other things that I want to get? If the readers who know me well, I think you will know what I want beside the main wish.

That is all I want to write for now. Enjoy while you can for the weekend~

Now you're just somebody that I used to know~

P/S: Few weeks left before my birthday and I have to work on that day~

End of August 2012~

When I check on my previous post, I saw somebody ticked on the 'Reactions' part which he/she felt my post is 'Funny', 'Interesting' & 'Cool' and I was thinking is it 'Funny' and 'Cool? I felt a bit angry because my previous post is not funny and cool. I was expressing my anger and frustration. But never mind, it's his/her choice to tick which rate he/she wants. Meanwhile, I have been working in my current company for a few weeks and I feel I'm choosing the right path because I manage to handle the works well although there are a lot of things I don't know yet. Some of my friends especially the juniors shocked when they know that I changed my job. The reason is simple and I think that the readers are smart enough to think and I do not need to explain so much about it. I was grateful that I have learnt a lot of things from my previous job and I would like to thank those who guided me with patience. I wish all the best for them and hope they will finish the project well. During the Raya holiday, I think most of the readers were having fun with their family, friends, or partner and travel to some place for holiday. As for me, I chose to stay at home during that time because I would like to rest well before I start to work again. Maybe the readers will think that I am lazy, passive and you are right. I am lazy to go out. Same for this weekend Merdeka weekend holiday. I prefer to stay at home, lay back on the couch and watch my favourite dramas or movies on television. Some of my friends advised me that I should go out, date some one, meet some friends or travel some where to let the time pass. I'm a passive person. I seldom ask people for an outing and I think most of my friends are busy with their own life. It's not like during my study time where everyone is free all the time. I understand the situation and I prefer to enjoy my holiday by myself. Next two months later, there will be going to have a long holiday and I hope that I manage to apply my leave. I would like to travel a place by myself, backpacking style back and I am still thinking which place I should visit. Any suggestion from the readers is much appreciated. While on my way to my car after work on last Thursday, I saw a woman was robbed by a motorcyclist and it happened just in front of the office lobby. I was shocked and it was happened too fast. I couldn't help the woman much and it was my second time to see this kind of incident in my whole life. The first incident was happened during my college year, where the motorcyclist snatched a girl's handbag on the main road. Nowadays, we cannot rely too much on the security personals or police to guard our safety. We have to prepare ourselves well and beware of the surroundings. Even my colleague advised that we have to bring umbrella all the time when we walk even though during the sunny day because umbrella can use as a defend tool and I agree with him. Be careful~ Meanwhile, if the readers notice, I have increased the limit of privacy for all of my social networks application because I don't want to let my social friends to know/see all of my things and I want to keep some as private. If the readers think that I am too secretive, yes and you do not know me well~

Wake me up, when September ends~

P/S: I can't wait for my graduation ceremony to come....

Summer Ends~

I abandoned my blog for a long time and today, I just want to write about my expression on few things that I faced on last month.

I made a drastic decision that it will change my future. I am not sure it is right or wrong. 

More works need to be done when I work longer. 

Disappointed with those who are not responsible for their actions.

Disrespect those who didn't reply my messages or emails.

Feel so pain not only to the fleshes but through the soul. 

It's hard to find a real friend, to share your expressions or problems. Maybe I feel insecure to tell  them or think that they are insincere and not reliable to keep my secrets. 

People will take for granted no matter how good they are. Everyone have their own poker face. 

Jealousy grows stronger whenever I walk in a mall.

Fall in love is easy but to express the love need to have a huge courage.

Maintain a relationship, need to sacrifice something. 

Summer ends, Autumn is coming.
Stay strong and the future will be better~

Selamat Hari Raya to my readers and hope you an enjoyable holiday on this weekend!

Best of Luck~

We are going to step in to a new path. 

During the study time, we can make mistakes and try to re correct back. But during at work, we need to be cautious enough on what we are doing. A mistake that you done during your work time may lead in to a disaster life for yourself.

To those who are still studying, you should enjoy your study life as much as you can because once you start to work, Hahaha~ 

I would like to wish Good Luck to my friends who will be going to start their first real job soon! 

Don't worry, we have to face a lot of work problems. Just treat the problems as your challenge or a training to make you become a successful person.

Take care~ :D

I hope this song will reminds us that tonight is our last day of enjoyment and we will that 'We Are Young'~

Before I start my real job~

I took one month and a half for my holiday right after my final exam and it is going to end soon. Next Monday, I have to report duty for my first real job and I have a mixed feeling with it. I felt so excited but at the same time I am nervous because I still haven't know what is my scope of work yet. I just hope I manage to handle it. I spend my holiday moderately. Like normal a student, I went to the malls for window shopping, watch movie and met some of my old friends. It was good to meet them and know about their current status. Meanwhile, I had the opportunity to attend an interview in the Lion City but in the end I screwed it up. I am not ready to work in a foreign land yet. Maybe it takes some time for me to get the courage and explore to other world. I am grateful and would like to thank to my former housemate for letting me to stay in his house when I went for the interview. I believe that friendship is important and we should help our friends who is in need if we have the capability to do so. But we should not think to get some returns back from our friends when we help them. We need to be sincere when we help. Most of my friends have secured a job and keep asking me about it. Furthermore, they like to ask about the basic salary that offered by the company. For me, it is a sensitive question and we should not ask this question to our friends. I agree with my senior, who told me that we should not reveal our current salary not to our friends only, but also to our family members. Nowadays, people will get jealous easily and you will face a big trouble if they want to sabotage you. Like what I remember, "Silence is Golden~". Last two weeks, I went to Heart of Asia with my former classmates. It was a graduation trip for us before we start our first real job. We used 10 days to travel around the country. I felt the time is not enough for us to visit all the place that I wanted but it was a memorable trip because I managed to see and understand their culture. I was amazed with the system and technology that they are using today. They are more advanced  and the people are much more friendly than here. Some of my friends asked me to visit the 'Real' night life of the city at there. It's not the famous night markets, but it's the famous clubs at there. I know that there a lot of girls there to see but due to time constraint, I do not have time to visit the clubs and it is not cheap to visit those clubs. Furthermore, I only bring sufficient of money to travel and buy some souvenirs only. I think I have already my friends disappointed about it. Haha~ One of the most memorable incident that I will never forget during the trip is when I stayed in a hotel in Taichung. My friends and I were shocked when we heard a loud voice continuously from the next room. We heard  a couple was screaming all the while in the room for three hours. Oh yeah, the couple was doing something fishy in the room and only stay there for three hours. We realized that the hotel is a hot spot area for those who want to have an extra service during the typhoon time. We saw few couples went to the hotel and do the same fishy stuff at there. Furthermore, there is a machine vendor that sells those sex toys for the customer to use. And the most surprise thing, there is another machine vendor that sells condoms in each hotel rooms. What a joke for us~ =.=

The machine vendor that sells sex toy~

The condom machine vendor~

If I have the chance, I would like to visit there again in the future especially the Taroko National Park and the Yuli town. It is a nice place for leisure travel or retirement place to stay. After I came back from the trip, I went to my university back to visit my lecturers and juniors. I miss my university so much after I spend there for four years. Its like the same feeling when I leave my secondary school & college. I just regret that I didn't achieve something that I want during my university time. But never mind, I am still young in heart~ Haha~ I think that is all I want to write for today's post. I have to enjoy my last holiday before I start to work. I am not going to write my blog regularly like last time but I will try my best to keep my blog updated. Good luck to my former classmates who will be going to face the reality soon~ 

O Sole Mio~ A great song before I start to work~

Unofficially Graduated~

Finally, I am Unofficially Graduated after I submitted my Final Year Project Theses and the Integrated Design Project Report on last Wednesday. After the final exam on last week, I have to rushed my Integrated Design Project Final Report and I need to do my last presentation for it on last Monday. It was very rushed because some of my members submitted their works to me so late. But luckily, I manage to finish it on time. During the presentation, my group was examined by the Head of Civil Engineering Department. I was nervous & scared that when the HOD invigilates our presentation although this is not the first time I do my presentation in front of him. He asked a lot of technical questions that until I don't know how to answer it. I realized that even though we study for four years of degree but we are still have not master the basic knowledge yet. We usually memorize all of the formulae and not understand the principles of engineering. I hope those readers, especially the juniors, please understand the principles and not memorizing. The presentation lasted for 2 hours and I had backache due to stand for too long. The next day, I joined with my classmates to print our theses together. We managed to find a place to print it and it is quite cheap. Meanwhile, the printing price for the Integrated Design Project cost me a lot. Luckily, I managed to claim back the money from my group members. If not, I do not have enough money to go for my holiday trip in the future. I submitted my reports on last Wednesday and I unofficially graduated from my university. I did not feel happy like last time, when I finished my final exam or else. Instead, I felt empty and miss my study life. I realized that I study for 19 years since kindergarten until university. Some of my classmates asked me about should I continue for postgraduate studies. Haha~ If I study, then I have to study for another 2-4 years. I haven't decide my future path yet, whether to study or work. As for now, I would like to concentrate on my holiday first and I need to rest well before I start a new chapter of my life. My first holiday was a half day trip to Klang on last Thursday with my classmates. It was a good trip and I was lucky to visit Tanjung Harapan for the first time in my life. The trip ended with a visit at the I-City, a place that I think it is  a waste of electricity, although the developer told the public that they are using the LED lights which can save a lot of electricity. The price of the game rides are not cheap. The management should give a discount for Malaysian so that more local citizens can come for the rides. Same goes to the KLCC Sky Bridge, they should lower down the price for the locals. It is very expensive for those who cannot afford it to buy the ticket & visit the bridge. On last Friday, I was going for another interview and I almost late for it. I was so scared that I will give a bad impression to the interviewer. Luckily, I reached there on time and without hesitation, the interviewer gave a test for me. There were 10 questions of it and  need to answer it in 30 minutes. It was like a physic test and I almost forget all of the fundamentals. The interviewer checked my answer on the spot and after that he told me about his company profile. It was a good experience for me because each interviews have their own styles. Therefore, we need to prepare everything we can and be more confident during the interview. Last Sunday, I attended my good and old friend's wedding dinner. I know her since primary school and same school until secondary school. I was surprised to know that she is going to marry soon and she was the first person among my secondary school friends to get marry. I managed to meet some of my secondary school friends and know about their current lives. I am happy to see her get married and I wish her and her husband a wonderful marriage and get a dozen of children. Time flies fast. I was wondering when will be my turn to get marry? But I just realized that I am still single and I have to walk a long way before my time reach. Hahaha~ I think that's all I can share about what happened to me on last week. Enjoy the holiday first before start a new life~ ;)

So let mercy come and wash away~