End of June 2013~

Another month past. My 'auto wake up' is back and it happens during the small hours. If you manage to track back my previous post, you will know what is the meaning of the words and how I felt from one of the expressions. It is bad for health. I know the roots of the problem I have to find a way to solve this disorder. Meanwhile, I went for few places for hiking and I realized that my stamina is still low. I have less than 17 days left to train it before the day that I need to conquer Aki Nabalu. Past few days ago, I saw a lot of people posted on the social medias to condemned the irresponsible people who caused the haze. It reminds me when I was in primary 3, I have to wear the mask everyday due to the haze. It is not fun at all and we have to wake up now. We have to send a strong message to the irresponsible people that caused this situation. Take a good care and I hope that the authority will strengthen their enforcement to tackle this issue. Last week, I watched a movie that gave a me a goosebumps and I was thinking what will happen if the virus is really spread to the whole world now? We have to value our life well before we regret it. The length of the post that I write nowadays is getting shorter. Maybe because I prefer simple, short but precise for anything nowadays. Monday blue is coming and I hope that I can see morning glory tomorrow~ Night~

Nice sound track!

'Most people don't believe something can happen until it already has. That's not stupidity or weakness, that's just human nature~'

Wesak Day 2013

Last Sunday, I participated a towerthon for the first time in my life. I was so excited that I have the chance to run on the emergency staircase in KL Tower. Before the towerthon starts, I thought the staircase is wide and easy to run. When I reached the door, I was shocked that the staircase is too narrow and is shorter than my legs. Furthermore, the space in the staircase area is too small and it is hardly to overtake people when you run. I think that the readers can imagine how is the condition in the staircase with thousand people run together. Humid. Smelly. Skin touched to another skin with sweat. Haha. I feel so relieved when I reached to the top. I realized that my stamina is not really good and I have to start to train back. I hope that next year when I join back, I would like to finish the run in less than 30 minutes. Last Wednesday, my project's client auditor came to my office to conduct the quarterly audit. It is not fun to entertain the auditor all by myself when my manager and senior team members are not around. It was tough to handle him. I have to dig out the old documents and recall back the history of the project which I work for less than a year. After 6 hours of audit, the auditor concluded that there is no NCR for this time audit but few observations need to be solve. Luckily...

Happy Wesak Day and have a nice weekend~

P/S: Today post is the 222nd post on aMiR's BloG

Something to be sacrifice?

Early of the month, I believe that most of the people are excited about the election and the outcome of it. Luckily, there is no major incident happens. It will not be the same anymore and we have to continue our path which is not easy to walk through. There will be no success without sacrifice. Yes.. Sacrifice.. Sometimes we have to sacrifice something especially time to achieve what we want. For example, during my teenage time, I spent almost my weekends for a sport which I enthuse it so much. I used my weekends to train and teach little kids. I missed out those time to hang out with my friends during the weekend but I have no regret since I managed to achieve what I want now, which is to get a fierce look? Is it true that I look fierce? Haha.. But before you want to sacrifice something, please think twice. Once you sacrifice, do not regret and move on. I sound like so old school type. Haha.. I hope somebody will understand what I wrote for today's post. Have a good weekend.

Sentimental song from Sir Elton John that always keep in my mind since young~

April 2013~

I'm back! After MIA for months, I have the mood to write back on my blog. So many things happened for the past few months. As usual, my works is getting tougher. Everything need to be rush. One of my colleagues discussed with me about our project works and asked, 'Should we produce based on Quantity or Quality products?'. In my opinion, although everyone would like to produce quality products but due to time strain, they have to produce quantity products to meet the datelines and to appease the client. But in the end, when we check back the products, some are good quality and some are not. Work life is not easy and we have to bear with it. The strongest will remain on top while the weakest may quit. As I mentioned to my friends and family before, study time is the best time to enjoy. Less worries. To the readers who are still studying, try to maximize yourself to enjoy while you can before you start to work. Meanwhile, some of my colleagues asked me whether I am happy with my current job and I do not know how to answer them. I am still in the midst of A & B. But for now, I would like to take some time to enjoy my life by travel. It is not easy to find someone to accompany me to travel, since most of my friends have their own lives. Maybe I should try to backpacking by myself and where should I go first? 

This morning, I found an interesting article. It's about relationships and I agree with it~

Relationships~

Relationships are harder now,

Because conversations became texting,

Arguments became phone call,

Feelings became subliminal messages,

Sex became easy,

The word 'Love' is used out of context,

Insecurities became a way of thinking,

Getting jealous became a habit,

Trust is hard to come by,

Being hurt became natural and leaving became the only option.

Sad but true, so if you have something that's worth it..

Don't take it for granted,

Fight for it and don't let it go!

Love~ We need it now~ Let's hope for some~

Have a good weekend and may God bless you!

Early January 2013~

After the new year, few of my colleagues were talking about the annual bonus and salary increment. From their expression that I saw, I know that they feel dissatisfied with the reward that they received. I think all of the staff in the office were affected with the low increment and bonus. As for me, I do not have any comment about it because I am working in the company for few months only. I am still young and have to work hard so that I can gain some experiences that other people could not get it. I do agree that if we work in the engineering design industry, it takes time for us to climb up and success as a Professional Engineer. Unlike other industries such as finance, banking, construction, oil and gas, it will be easy for us to earn money but at the same time we have to sacrifice more energy and time for the job. I believe that every jobs have their own benefits and consequences. There is no easy or fast track to success, unless you are very smart enough to play and cheat. Interest & patience are the main keys for us to survive in a work place. Without these two, I think it is better for you to think back whether you can continue to work or not. Meanwhile, in the office, some of  my colleagues started to ask about my relationship status and they were shocked that I am single for more than 20 years. I do not know why they shocked but I hope that they would not think that I am a gay~ HAHA~ Although sometimes I feel lonely but I am happy with my current situation. No need to worry too much and I can do what I want without any restriction. As for now, my priority to focus on my career. My project is entering the final stage fo design and it is getting tougher. It is not easy for me to coordinate all of the disciplines and discuss together. It is like handling a bunch of kids in a classroom. Everyone is protecting their own interest. Furthermore, the client is getting more aggressive and push the designers until near to the edge of the cliff. For your own safety, it is better not to give your personal mobile phone number to your clients and just give your office number. If not, you will face a big problem which is to answer your client's call on everyday. I think I'm getting more lazy, lazy to go out and prefer to stay home and hibernate. Due to this, my weight is increasing. This is not really good when I am going to meet my Aki Nabalu soon. Haha. Before I end my post today, I would like to wish readers a Happy Pongal and I hope it will be a great year ahead!

Where there is desire there is gonna be a flame. 
Where there is a flame someone's bound to get burned.
But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die. 
You've gotta get up an try try try~
Gotta get up and try try try~

Happy New Year 2013~

Happy New Year 2013 to my Readers!

I believe that you have a great countdown on yesterday night and I hope you have a wonderful year ahead!

Yesterday, when I looked back the pictures on my Facebook, I felt like I miss my 2012 year so much,  from happy to sad, pain to pleasure. It is not easy to went through all of the obstacles by myself. Without from the supports from my beloved ones and my own determination, I think I will not become what I am today. 

Officially 2013 had begun and I have few new year resolutions need to be achieve. I know it will be very hard for me to achieve it in a year but I will do my best to make it happen.

I found you~

Year's end is neither an end nor beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us~

Early December 2012

I'm back after I disappeared from my blog world for a month. First of all, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to His Royal Highness Sultan today. May our state continues to progress well and remain in peace. After worked for 3 months with the company, the management was finally confirmed my position as a permanent employee in the company. Good news is I can fully utilize the benefits as an employee but the bad news is the work is getting harder. Most of the working people love Friday because the next day is weekend. As for me, I hate the Friday most, not Monday because most of the deliverable need to be done on every Friday. The engineers rush to finish the design on time. But how about the quality of the project? That is one of the main reasons that I do not like Friday. How about my relationship with my colleagues? I think so far so good although some of them are scare of me because I look like a 'Loan Shark', chase them for the deliverable. Do you believe colleagues = real friends? For me, I think I should not treat my colleagues as real friends that I used to have in my university or school last time. Some how most of the people will protect their own interest and not willing to help others unless they can get the something that they want.   Furthermore, some people may sabotage you to protect their own interest. You can see most of them got their own special 'Poker Face'. Therefore, we have to be careful and think wise before we act. Meanwhile, a lot of my friends told me that I should find a partner from the office. I think it is not a good idea because working together with your partner in the same office may cause few problems and lead an unhealthy relationship. For now, I would like to focus on my job first. If I have a chance in the future, I would like to further study improve my knowledge on this beautiful world. That is why I always tell my friends and relatives that I will only marry at 40 years old. Haha~ Christmas is coming soon. My company is organizing an annual dinner which will be held on this coming Friday and the theme is 'Wild Wild West'. I am not sure what should I wear on that day. Maybe I just wear a shirt with jeans? Simple and nice? Some more I am not a performer, so I do not need to wear so pretty as long as I enjoy the atmosphere of the dinner. Lastly, in conjunction of the Christ,as celebration, my project team is organizing a 'Secret Santa'. It sounds like everyone is being forced to join but I do not mind. Everyone need to buy a gift for another person and the receiver would not know who is the giver. It's like playing hide & seek. I am still thinking what should I buy for colleague?  Any idea? Engineering Book? Dolls? Santa Hat? Bright Colour Underwear? It's time for me to fool someone~ HAHAHA!

I can only imagine, only imagine what it'd be like~