Summary of 2009~

2009 is going to end soon in few hours time. everyone will be going to face the brand new year of 2010.

Time after time..

I gained alot of experiences in good & bad. Sometime I felt happy, sometime I felt sad & depressed. But, I still need to face the reality. Still got alot of challenges & obstacles are waiting for me to fight. I need to be strong & stay healthy to continue my journey as a man. This post is about the summary of what I have done through out this year.

For attitude,
I think I changed a lot. I manage to cool down my hot temper. I didn't show my temper easily like last time. But, my emotional is getting stronger. Easily get emo when I face any obstacles. But I try my best not to show it infront of my family & friends especially women. Now, I use to think 2 side of good & bad for a situation. Always think a back up plan if the initial plan is fail. I'm still a revengeful guy. I will remember to those who treat me 'WeLL'. I gurantee that if I have the chance, I will make them suffer.

For studies:
I studied for 3 semesters already. Some lecturers are good. Some are not. Got good grades for some subjects. Got bad grades for some subjects that I hated. But in the end, the CGPA points is still getting lower. Almost every projects & assignments lead by me. I learnt how to manage a group well but sometime I felt the pressure because some of them like to do their task in the last minute.

For friendship:
The friendship between classmates is getting better. Meanwhile, I know a lot of new friends during the orientation time & ICE activities. I'm quite enjoyed. My attitude change a lot. I become more active in co-curriculum. Improve my social & networking. But, it caused me lesser time to study in university. Meanwhile, seldom contact with the old friends from secondary school & college. Probably I'm too busy or they are too busy. But luckily, still got some gathering to meet each other.

For 21st years of age:
This year is my 21st years of age. I celebrated it silently in the house. I didn't do any party for my big day. No friends celebrate with me like previous years. Birthday is a day that a person should celebrate with their parents, not with the friends. And I was lucky that I can celebrated it with my parents & my big day is the Mooncake festival too. Thanks for those who wished me~

For relationship status:
A lot of people like to ask me about my relationship status. I told them the truth that I'm still available. Some of them believe but curious. Some of them doesn't believe & thought that I'm joking. For me, I felt it doesn't matter to have a companion or not. I prefer to be a lone ranger. I want to have freedom. I want to have my own space to live. I'm not ready to share my world with another person. This is because that I'm still young & still need to study for another 2 years. For now, my time is for study, family & my personal fulfillment. No relationship bonding. I want to maintain my bachelorhood for a while. Haha~

I think its enough for me to write about the summary of 2009. 2010 is coming soon. I hope that I can face 2010 obstacles well. Bye 2009~

aMiR

Christmas 2009~

Yesterday, I went to Wangsa Maju to meet my old tarc taekwondo family members. Reached there before 10am although should be there at 10am. I'm quite surprise that most of them arrived on time. Almost every members of the family joined the gathering. The patriach of the family very happy to see us gather together. I didn't see some of them for 2 years ++. Thanks to my buddy who organized it. Chat with them during the breakfast session in Wangsa Maju. I heard alot of updated news from them about the current tarc taekwondo affairs. I miss the atmosphere to train at there. After breakfast, went to Batu Caves for the first time in my life. Alot of tourists visited there. Need to walked up to 272 steps of staircase. I saw some of my friends need to take a break before continue to walk up. The cave looks so beautiful. There are 2 temples in the cave. Alot of monkeys in the cave. but I still prefer the Gua Tempurung. The cave structure looks more beautiful than Batu Caves. In the end, I can smell that I'm one of the people at there~ Hahaha.. After an hour at there, went to 1U for a movie. Alot of people went there for shopping. Limited parking space. I'm quite surprise that more chinese people like to shop at 1U. Probably due to the location. Alot of chinese people are staying in PJ area. But for me, I still prefer shop at Mid Valley. Easy to find the shop that I want to shop. After watched the Bodyguards & Assassins, went back to SA. Quite tired.. Whole night in the living room..Watched tv until 2am..Sleep...

I'm quite happy to meet my old friends back. Probably I will be the one who is going to organize the next gathering..Haha...I'm waiting for the new year comes..Don't know what will happen.. I just hope that everything will go smoothly..

Merry Christmas 2009~

I would like to wish a Merry Christmas to all of my friends who are going to celebrate it! I hope that you will having a wonderous time ahead~


Regards,
aMiR

2 First Weeks of December 2009~

It's a long time I didn't post a blog here. I felt so busy after the orientation of November 2009/2010 intake. Third semester is opened. Alot of stuff need to settled down. Met all of the coursemates back. Most of them cut/ change their hairstyle. Probably they want to have a new lifestyle or want to set a new goal. My first day of the class started at 2pm on monday. Hahaha... I'm quite happy because I don't need to wake up so early. The first week of the month is quite bored. Some classes are canceled. But busy with the club & society activities. Same thing, need to attend the meetings. Last month, I posted on facebook that I want to quit 1 of the post, but I didn't do it. 1 post can help me to stay in the hostel for a year & another 1 is due to the interest. I don't know how to let it go. Haiz... The first weekend, I didn't go back to my hometown. I was invited by my president to attend a training camp in Bagan Lalang for 3 days. First, I felt like I don't want to go because I felt that the training will be quite boring. But few considerations, I changed my mind & went there. I'm quite surprised when I reached there. I'm going to stay in a hotel. Hahaha... I can go there & rest for awhile. Listened to the motivational talk & the procedures how to deal with the university's management, etc.. But the most thing that I like was the food. I can eat 6 meals per day at there & all were free. The most valueable thing that I learned from there is: STOP Bangauing! Hahaha... Don't give any excuses when we failed~ After the training camp, came back to uni10. I need to settle the Smart Tunnel Trip. The second week of the month is my critical week. Almost everyday I need to go to administration building to settle the trip's things. I'm quite headache at that time. Suddenly, 1 of my subordinate called me to have a meet. I'm quite suprised about it. He told me about his dissatisfaction about my leadership in the club. He told me that there is a lack of communication in my department. Honestly, this is the first time that I hold a high position with less of experience. I'm still trying to learn how to lead the team. But after his advices, I need to buck up & be strong although I'm quite tired. I'm not going to let my department down. Until last friday, I need to lead a trip to Smart Tunnel. It is not an easy task. But luckily almost all of the participants were my classmates. They were quite cooperative. The trip quite success. It started & ended on time. No delays. Phew... On the same day after the trip, I went to BTS with the club committees for an outing. It's quite good for me because it can make the bonding closer. Yesterday, I didn't go out & need to finish my lab report. Quite bored. Watched some old anime. Until today, still the same. Online, eat, study, sleep. 2 weeks I didn't go back to my hometown. I'm quite miss it. T.T Tonight need to attend the hostel committee meeting. I think it's quite crazy to held a meeting on sunday. It's violating my private day. Haiz, what to do~ I still need to attend. If not, I couldn't get a room to stay on next semester. I hope this coming Christmas & New Year will give me a great time~

Played bowling at BTS. Didn't score well. T.T

Orientation Week Nov 2009/2010 Intake

Last Friday, I went for the induction training before the orientation starts..Its quite easy..Not like last induction training..Trained for 2 days...The registration started on last monday..Not many students registered..About 50 students were locals while 70 students were international students..Not like last time, more 1200 students..I was directed to take care a group of 12 international students..OMG...I was like...speechless..I know that it is hard to handle this bunch of students...Its not due to languange or culture difference...But its their attitude problem...The facillitators help & treat them as an adult but they act like stupid childish man...Time goes by so fast...Last Tuesday, my first semester of second year results is out...I'm quite sad about it...my cgpa is dropping..Am I not work hard enough to study? Am I focused to much on club commitments? I need to rearrange my time management..Until that night, all of the facillitators, including me were celebrating a facillitator's birthday...All of us throw the eggs at him..haha...pity him..But its quite fun...During this week...there were some talks & games...But I felt that the new students were not interested with it..Maybe its too lame..During the wednesday night, we were celebrating for our hardwork...Gathered until 1am..Went back & very tired...Until today...the time table registration for the new students...The head of facillitator separate the students into 2 main groups...1 group is for those who attend all of the orientation week programs while another the group us for those who always ponteng...The facillitators only can help those who attend all of the programs...To those who always ponteng, the facilitators put them into a special room, let them register the timetable without our help...I felt that the idea is very good...We need to treat the new students fair & square..This orientation week is so easy & free...most of the international student like to skip the talks & games..My group need to combine the other groups due to few people...Quite tired now...Don't know what to write already..I just feel that I still like to become a facillitator for the orientation...I can see alot of different attitude of students...I hope that I can get the job back on next year intake...2nd semester is going to start soon...Hope can pass it through well...

16 days~

This 16 days of holiday, I can say that I do nothing..Everyday eat, watch tv, online, sleep..Is this a rountine when we are on holiday? Should we go out everyday & play or find a partime job to fill the time? This 16 days, just stay at home..need to take care the house..Almost everyday homealone..Really bored..I don't know why I didn't ask my friend for an outing...Lazy? Or is my attitude which is not sociable? Or both it? Everyday play Mousehunt...It's quite tough to catch the mouse..Addicted to play it..During this holiday, some of my friends ask me how to celebrate 1 of my friend..When I heard it, I felt like 'something' in my mind..Actually, I lazy to organize anything such as birthday party, dinner or gathering because in the university, I need to incharge & organize some activities...So, I need to take this holiday time to rest, don't want to organize an event or a gathering...Reader may think that I'm a passive person.. Yes, I am a passive person...Until today, I went to M, the usual place that I go for a walk...Watch the movie 2012 that I waited for so long... The movie is quite funny although got some sad scene, but I felt it is still funny...Hahaha...Is it the world is going to end soon? Haha...Enjoy the moment of your life although it's bad or good~ Now I'm watching the TVB 42nd Anniversary...Luckily can watch it...haha...

This is the only some of the parts that I would like to write at here..Conclusion, this holiday is bored...But it is a good time to rest well.. Can fully sleep more than 8 hours a day...Last semester I slept less than 7 hours a day, causrd my eyes sore...

Tomorow I need to go back to my university, need to report duty to become the facilitator for the new intake for the students...Haha, can say that I burn my last 1 week holiday.. Purposely want to become facilitator again because I want to fill my holiday with the new experience...hehehe...

Adios~

Relieved

After the final exam, I felt my body lighter..I felt so free, for a while.. After 3 weeks, I will going to face my university life again.What to do? Haha...I don't care..I want to enjoy this 3 weeks break first..Then decide it later.. Yahoo~

;)

Post mortem~

Just now, I went for a meeting to discussed some agendas..Until the final part of the agenda which is the post mortem for the CE Raya gathering, I know what will happen..Everyone in the room can give some points or express dissatisfaction on the gathering. Started with the bosses, who gave some points about the way to handle the time management, less teamwork, unwanted incidents, happen etc...All of the points were meant to me...I prefer to use the word 'Shoot at me'...In the positive thoughts, this post mortem is to help the committee to improve more especially to organize an event & strenghten the committees' relationship. Everyone can express their feeling. In the other thoughts, don't blame all the things to the leader for their mistakes. Probably the leader is trying his/her best to make it successful. If an event is fail, it should be the committee responsibility, not the leader. So, before shoot a person, all people in the room need to discuss what happen during the program before give any advice to each other or so called the post mortem. I felt like I want to quit my post & want to leave the room at that time. I don't want to talk so much about it..But when I think it back, I don't want to give it up easily. I want to show them that I'm not easily defeat by them. I will show my determination to organize other event well & keep their mouth shut..Maybe you will think that I'm a person who doesn't like people to shoot at me although its just for an improvement..I just want to write something to release my stress at here..But anyway, I would like to thank my comrades who were helping me alot during that night.

21 years~

21 years of age already. So many memories that I passed through. Some good, some bad. Some happy, some sad. Journey starts from Klang to Shah Alam. From Shah Alam to Kuala Lumpur. From Kuala Lumpur to Kajang. Time flies so fast. From a young plain minded boy grow until tall angel & demon minded guy. From full black hair become more white hair. Help alot of people nor cheat some.

21 years of age already. Met alot of different human. Each friends teached & adviced me differently. Get more experiences. Mature in 21? No. Success in 21? Not yet. Still need to walk thousands of torns on the road. Feel the joy. Feel the pain. joy is happiness. Pain is pleasure. Life still need to go on. Not try the best. But be the best~


p/s: Thanks to those who wished me through facebook or by sms. I appreciated it so much. May all of you have a good journey ahead~

CE Raya Night 2009 ~

Just Woke up...Rethink back what have I done...Yesterday, there was a raya event organized by the CESSC & the ICE student chapter...I was instructed by the ICE board to organize the programme flow that event. There were some problems occured when I planned it. Until yesterday night, after my survey test at 6.30pm, I rushed to the event venue to help them..The CESSC members prepared all the things already...Just need to wait the time pass...I waited for my team members to come..Some of them were punctual...Some of them not...Discussed about the programme flow before the event starts...The weather was not good...It was rain...Every guest came late yesterday...Delayed until the event started at 8.25pm although it should starts at 8pm...Haiz..This was the first problem that I faced...I just want to say that the international students are more punctual than the malaysian students...All of the programme flow need to delay and I cancelled 1 game, Charade( I hope I spell it right~) to make sure that the event end before 10pm..after the speeches, the video presentation & singing performances, was the game time...I 'm very nervous at that time...Too many people..Around 100++ students & CE staff came...It was hard for me to control...It was so chaotic like a night market...I say alot of wrong words when I emcee for the Limbo game...Luckily some of them supported it...It was fun..Untill 1 of my lecturer borrowed the microphone to me & tell to the audience: Hello everyone, would you want to see the emcee to Limbo? I'm like ah? If I know, I don't want lend the microphone to her...Haiz...need to do Limbo infront of the lecturers & students...I felt so shame...Haiz...But the crowds quite enjoy with it ...see the lecturers bend their heep to cross the stick...After the game was the best dress award...It's quite chaotic to find contestants to participate this ccompetition...Difficult to asked the audience to join...But I reall want to thank the men lecturers who were very sporting to joined it...All of them enjoy it while doing like a fashion show...Haha....After the event, I'm so relieved...It's over...The event end at 10.30pm..30 minutes late....Clean up the place...Every say well done & good job... But I rethink...I think I didn't do it well...Although this is the first event that I planned, but....I don't know what to say...I hope I can do it well on next time...When I'm going down by using lift with my friends after the clean-up..Suddenly, the lift stopped at level 2...It should be nobody in the building after 11pm except us...The place was look so dark..Surprise, we saw the HOD....OMG...She frightened us... She looks like a Ghost when the place was so dark with her thick make-up...Lol....Really ah~ She want us to accompany her to her office...She scared to walk in the office alone...hahaha....

P/S: There was another function that I need to attend tonight....haiz....I felt very bored already...Somemore got a quiz & a test are coming soon this thursday & Friday...May God bless me & the others~

~Miserable~

This two weeks, I feel that my life is so miserable. There were alot of tests, projects/assignments & club meetings need to handle. I wished that I can split or clone myself into few parts or bodies to do the multi tasks. I tried my best to settle everything on time. I wished that somebody can guide me how to encounter the problems that I faced it now especially the Survey Practical, that I hate most. Not only me, but the other of my classmates hate it either. It's not the subject that we hate but it's due to the lecturer. Not a lecturer, is a laboratory instructor. I don't understand why he is so ~ etc~ I wished I can use my legs to kick him to death & shout at him: No mortal is wise at all time!

About the tests, I don't have the confidence to answered 3 out 4 test papers that I took. I don't want to blame this to anyone. I should blame myself for not increase the effort to study well. I should use rattan & wipe it on me as a punishment. I need to wake up. Stop day-dreaming~

About the projects, I relieved little bit because most of my comrades are following the schedule & do it on time. I hope that the 'incident' wouldn't happen again for this time.

About the club meetings, I joined 2 clubs & got the committee post for both of it. For the Amanah, I purposely joined this club due to the accomodation. I don't want to stay outside from the campus due to no transportation. For the ICE, I purposely apply for that post because I want to train myself as a leader. But both of this clubs are very active. I need to handle & make proposals for some programmes activities & need to attend the meetings that so called 'compulsory'. That is why I mentioned earlier I wish I have few clones. I faced a situation that I need to attend 2 meetings at the same time. At that time I'm so frustrated & don't know which meeting that I should go. Fortunately, 2 of my bosses form both club were so understandable. I really appreciate it. I went for the ICE meeting first because it is the first meeting for the club & after the meeting, I rushed back to hostel for the another meeting which was the Amanah. Quite rushed. Too tired. I think most of the people think that I should quit one of the club or both~

This is one the poem that I wrote & like most. It suits for the weather now which is raining~

Hujan

Cuaca yang cerah~
Matahari menyinar ke kulitku yang cerah.
Melihat burung berterbangan di langit,
mengingati perkara,
yang ku pernah melaksanakan.

Tiba-tiba~
Cuaca berubah mendadak.
Langit berubah menjadi gelap,
Air hujan turun merenyai-renyai,
mengikut intonasinya~
Bersambungan dengan petir,
yang mengilat tanpa henti.

Hujan turun semakin lebat,
hatiku semakin tenang.
Bunyi petir menghancurkan kegelisahanku.
Air hujan mengalirkan kepedihanku.

Hujan sudah berhenti~
Segala kerisauanku sudah pergi.
Semoga kehidupanku
berjalan dengan lancar~

Zoo Negara

Today I went to Zoo Negara to do the Moral Project, khidmat siswa with my group members. Almost all of us arrived on time at 7.30am at the zoo. Waited the zoo coordinator for around 15 minutes. After the brief, my group separated into 2 groups. My group sent to elephant & giraffe cages to do the service. When entered into the cages, OMG....the smell was 'GREAT'...! The zoo keeper asked me & my friend to clean up all the faeces at the elephant cage while the other 3 went to giraffe cage to sweep the floor...The elephants' faeces were so big..It's like a bulk of gold~ Alot of 'GOLDS'... It smell good too~ The cage & the stage area were so dirty. Alot of faeces & dry leaves on the floor. The elephants eat too much & pee too much...Luckily the zoo provided some boots for us to use. If not, my shoe gone. At 10am was the morning break. I don't have the apetite to eat due to GREAT smell which is still stuck on my nose~ After 20 minutes later, resumed the job back.. Swept the floor at the area & the sitting area for the visitors to watch the elephants..Very hot...Sweat alot~ The zoo keeper quite satisfied with our job. He let us break at 12pm, an hour ealier.. Explored the whole zoo...Its quite big...Alot of animals...Alot of visitors... Saw the flamingo & the other birds fly freely... Walked until very tired...Took lunch at a restaurant..The food prices were so expensive... The price for 1 bottle of 1.5 litre of water is RM3.50....Walao....speechless...rest until 3pm... Chat with the zoo keeper...Now I know that the 1 of the giraffes is pregnant..The elephants are still young, average 30 years old. and the last thing I hear & agree with it, the elephant cage is the hardest cage to clean it up...haha...Nothing to do..all of the job already finished in the morning.. Helped the zoo keeper to feed the giraffes...The animals are quite greedy...like to eat alot...The zoo keeper let us go around 3.30pm...Take some photos...Went back to my hometown by train...So tired & extremely smelly...I still can imagine the GOLD smell~ hahaha...It is a wonderful job...can get the animals closer...can explore the zoo free without any charges...hehe...hope I can go there again & help again if got time~ The sticker pass

1 happy Giraffe family

Group photo


I want to live like animals; careless & free like animals; I want to live; I want to run through the jungle; the wind in my hair & the sand at my feet~

Green Camp 2009

Green Camp 2009

~Rise of the Green Nation~

Green Camp 2009 started on last friday, 31st of July 2009. It was organized by the Uniten ICE student chapter. The journey started at 9am from Uniten, where the programme committee members & logistic committee members went to the Taman Pertanian Malaysia Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam. The place is near to my place. Hahaha.. Reached there around 10.30am after the breakfast. Settled all the things in the hall. The chalet look very nice. It's better what I thought. Have a quick meeting before the partcipants arrive. So many changes for the second & third day programme flow especially for the river cleaning. Quite blur with it actually. Pity the assistant director, he need to solve it fast. He quite tension with it. But all of the members were trying to help him to solve it.

The Hall at the Ideallic Village

the Programme Committees were discussing the programme flow before it starts
The participants

The participants arrived at 4.15pm. Around 44 people participated the camp excluded the committee members. The first programme was the Ice Breaking. As usual, the participants introduced themselves. Saw each groups created their own team cheers & mascot. But 1 of the participants was half-naked & acted like a warrior. Bro Ben told me that he & his 2 other comrades are extremely psyco. Hahaha..I think it will be fun to see them play. After the first programme was the welcome speech by the chairman of the organizing committee & the advisor of the ICE student chapter. At night was the second programme, the Rise of the Atlantis. Each groups were provided with some materials to build a building or environment according to the theme that selected randomly by them. First of all, I thought they couldn't build it well because they got the limited materials only. Example, one of the group got the hanger clips & 1 card borad only. But they proved me wrong. They are so creative & built a good structure of the building. Somemore, most of the participants were study the other courses such as EE, EP & ME. After the second programme, the participants can have a rest but for the committees, need to stay back for another briefing by the asst. head of programme, Hui. The briefing is about the river cleaning, the main programme for the camp. Everyone in the programme department scare that alot of problems will happen during the river cleaning. Finished the briefing at 11.30pm. Went back to the chalet. Didn't took bath..Very tired..Saw some of the seniors were playing around especially the head of programme...Hahaha..I felt that the seniors have the strong & good friend relationship..Slept at 1am.

Second day, woke up very early at 4.50am..Need to take turn for bath. 10 people shared one toilet.. Some of them bathed very fast..Some of them bathed very slow..But, all of us were on time. Sharped at 7am, waited at the hall to fetch the logistics guys & went to Klang to set up the things. Unfortunately, the logistics guys woke up late & caused a little delay..Hui was very angry about it..Maybe it's due to the conflict between the both heads of departments..I became the tour guide for them..Luckily we reached Klang on time..After setting up the things, went back to BC with another senior because I need to guide 2 buses to the location. The river cleaning was held at Taman Pengkalan Batu, Klang. It next to one of the dirtiest river in Malaysia, the Klang river. I can smelt the Great Smell of the Klang River~ Helped to ensure the programme flow goes well..Luckily the day was not too hot.. It was a moderate day. Finished the river cleaning & tree plantation at 10.35am. The participants need to do some brainstorming & present their ideas to the judges. All of the groups got their own ideas. Went back to Bukit Cahaya at 11.45am. Reached there around 12.30pm. Quite on time.

At the Taman Pengkalan Batu, Klang

The participants had their lunch & rest until 2.30pm. As follow the plan, there were 2 talks start from 2.30pm. But due to the speakers, all of the programme flow delayed & it makes the programme members had a headache. But luckily, The speakers doesn't talk so much. It still on time. But pity for the participants, they need to listen & they felt so tired due to the previous programme. After the talks, then next programme was BBQ session. Really had fun at that time.. And the most thing that I liked was the lemonade made by Dr. Chua, the senior lecturer & advisor for the ICE student chapter. His lemonade was super good. It's better than the other lemonade that I had before.. Finished the BBQ session at 7.30pm. Talked craps with other committee members..This is the good time to make the bond of the friendship between seniors & juniors closer..Took bath..Do some preparation for the next programme, Tribute to the Mother Nature.. Actually it's a performance night. Each team need to perform a drama or musical performances..1 of the best team was the brown group, they performed the wayang kulit..it's very creative, but they were not winner..the winner was the red group, their story line was better & followed the theme given well..Finished the programme around 11pm. Had another meeting for the last day programme..Really scared that the Wild Run programme will have some problems. Went back to chalet at 12am. Discussed the programme flow with the seniors..Bro B looks so tension..He need to recheck back the Wild Run programme.. Slept at 1am++

The last day, felt that the time pass so fast..woke up at 4.45am..Need to called the participants to wake up at 5.30 am because the next programme, the Moonlight Walk starts at 6am. It's a morning walk & the participants need to walk in the dark without the torchlight. After they came back to the camp, they were surprised because they were going to have a pop quiz for the Moonlight Walk. Haha...most of them couldn't answer it well..Haha...luckily there was a group to win the breakfast prize..Make another meeting before the Wild Run starts.. Quite nervous..hoped that it will run well.. I was stationed at 4 season Garden with Y. I think there will be gossip when i reach back to Uniten. While on the Wild Run, I forced the 1 of the male particpants of each groups to act like a girl while the female participants to act like a boy. they need to say I love you & I hate you on the same time..Haha..How bad am I..Suddenly..the sky turned to dark & rain..I pity the participants..They need to run through under the rain..but I think it's fun for them because This is the time to be wild & chill...

The programme had been cancelled due to the weather. Went back to chalet by car. Looked at all of the participants...Almost all of them were wet. But 3 out 2 groups managed to finished the Wild Run in less than 1 hour & 15 minutes..Wow...they really ran all the time..Really good..Every participants & some of the committee members took bath. I didn't bath because still need to packed the things. The camp finished at 11.45am with prizes presentation, speeches & photo session.

Everyone went back to Uniten at 12.30pm..I didn't go back to my house although the Bukit Cahaya is near to my house because I have another meeting at 8.30pm..Felt so tired..
Last day of the camp

Conclusion:

• Learn alot of things on how to organize a programme
• Make alot of new friends especially the CE seniors
• Almost know some of the seniors 'inner' attitude..Haha..
  
• Understand the awareness of the importance of Green Nation
• Felt something strange in my heart, planned the camp for 5 months++ already but finished it in 3 days only.
• All of the programme flow ran well. Almost on time. Thanks to the leadership of the Programme director who insisted to be punctual on time.
• I hope that next year the ICE student chapter will organizing this camp again.

3rd Week of 1st Semester 09/10 ~

Wow...time pass so fast...I studied for 3 weeks already... The subjects are getting harder... I can feel that alot of workloads are coming to me to settle it... Like previous semester, almost each subjects got at least need to do a project or an assignment... For CEGB212 (Geology), the lecturer asked each groups to do a research/project about the geology and my group selected to do hillslope construction & need to do a presentation...hohoho...I really don't know how to do it..I have no idea about it~ Meanwhile, she also asked my class to do a debate about the rocks & minerals...Huh??? lol...this is a geology class, not the language class...Duh...

For the MORB212, as usual, my friends chose me again as the group leader...Maybe they think that I done well during the special semester...Haiz...Like what my other friend said: So Bored, need to do the same job again...This time, my class need to do the 'Khidmat Siswa'... First of all, I thought I want to do some normal & meaningful such as go to old folks or orphanage home...But after discussed with 1 of my comrade, it's too simple & the other groups will do the same thing...So, I rethink it back, I suggested go to the National Zoo to do the volunteer service during the meeting time...And all of them agreed although got some good ideas such as go to FRIM, SPCA, any beaches in Malaysia, etc...Now, I need to wait for the lecturer approval before I contact the zoo..I hope that everything will be fine & try to score at least B+ or A- for this subject...

For the MEMB233 (Dynamics), it's like the previous statics subject, although got addition of some formulae... The lecturer just finished the 1st chapter, Kinematic chapter and make a quiz on last Thursday and I like this lecturer... He gave the quiz question from the textbook & allowed the students to open book & discuss... How lucky am I~ But there pros & cons... I heard from my roommate said that he marks the paper very staright~ lol...

For the CEVB213 (Survey), as usual, so sleepy...sometimes the lecturer talks until he don't what is the next step to calculate the measurement.. 'Syok Sendiri'... He's like doing his own study, didn't know that his students understand the concepts or not...But luckily, after the class, my friends & I asked him about some calculations & the way of surveying, he explained it well... Phew, he is better than my survey laboratory instructor~

For the MATB143 (DE), I would like to say that I hate the lecturer... She is a part-time or so called 'Free lance lecturer'.... She treats the student like secondary students... She looks like the Cruella Devil from the 101 Dalmation...Really OMG...Somemore she teaches the DE very fast like the Japan's bullet train... For the 3rd week, She teached until chapter 3.1 but the other classes that teach by full time lecturers, they just learn until chapter 2.4 (chapter 2 is until 2.6)...
I felt that whoa~ Really fast~ I don't know the other students understand or not but for me, it's too fast & I'm not strong with calculus subject... I need to count on my own...haiz...I prefer my previous advance calculus lecturer...

For 2 of my laboratories, 1 is Geology and another 1 is Survey...both are HARD...Yeah.... For the Geology laboratory, the students need to memorize all of the 84 minerals' physical properties in 2-3 laboratory sessions & another 80++ rocks' physical properties for another sessions...Really OMG...need to know the colours, structures, hardness, & the most difficult part, it names....Aiyoyo...its not like a simple name call 'Rock'...It's like : Kaolin, Hornblende, Galena, Corundum, etc....Haiz, my head is going to explode~ For my survey laboratory, the lecturer is quite friendly, but the he didn't explain it well. All of the students feel very blur~ Some of them tried to ask him, but he explained differently...Haiz... Why Uniten likes to treat us as white mouses?

About the co-curriculum... I still need to finish up a programme called the Green Camp, will be held at Bukit Cahaya on next weekend... I being forced to help to 'Jaga the Booth' for 2 weeks to promote the camp...Haiz... I hate to promote something....Somemore, it took my freetime to rest...I really can't wait it to finish it...I hope it will success... And another 1, I went for an interview to become the hostel committee...The main reason that I want to become is because I want to get a gurantee to stay in Uniten for another year...Yesterday, I saw the result is out...I saw my name on it... YES! I got it...But my roommate couldn't get it...I felt sorry for him...He is the one who encouraged me to apply...It's because the so called the Resident Seniors want to kick all of the old committees out...He is a vice-president for the committee..In the future, I will be busy for this things....haiz...but due the accomodation, I need to sacrifice my time for it...

I still have another 2 weeks before the mid-semester break...Time pass so fast~
I hope I can maintain my pace...

Study well
Play Well....

1st Week of 1st Semester 2009/2010

The facilitators for the Orientation June 09/10

I just started my 1st semester 2009/2010 after the orientation week. Still tired, haven't recover back..Knew alot of new students especially the Mass E's new students~
I'm staying with a new roommate & housemates in Amanah Hostel. All of my classmates were staying in Cendikiawan, Seri Kembangan or Bangi.

Monday, need to woke up early..Need to wear formal attires to show that I followed the university rules because I don't want to give a bad impression to the new students. When I reached at BM block, the class was cancelled. Argh....I woke up early but the 8am class was cancelled...Went for another two classes at 9 am & 12 pm. The Differential Equation class quite ok, although I hate the class schedule (I got class on friday) & the Survey class...a new African lecturer teach the class...I felt so sleepy when he lectured...It's like no connection...

Tuesday, went for the Geology class...Met my drafting lecturer back..still remember the way she speaks..Couldn't 'kutuk' her by using chinese words, she know how to listen it...need to beware of her, she listen it, bye bye, the grade will become C & below...Alot of my seniors told me that Geology is one of the toughest subject, need to understand & memorize all of the rocks & minerals structures & conditions..After that went for the Dynamics class..Learnt back the Kinematics & kinetics...I hope I can manage to handle it...At night went to Taman University Indah to visit my classmates' new house...The house looks nice, but far from Uniten..

Wednesday, as usual, attend some of the same class..For the moral class, met the same lecturer again..But I'm suprised to see that she changed alot..She talks alot especially the lame jokes...really surprised...form the same group back...they choose me as the leader again...haiz...maybe due to last special semester, almost all of them got the good grades for the BM subject, that's why they choose me again...haiz...another workload for me...at night, had a meeting about GC in BM...luckily my roommate is so kind, willing to fetch me to BM...thanks ah~
& thanks to seniors who fetch me back to Amanah after the meeting..

Thursday, a headache day for me...need to do my add & drop subjects for the time table. I tried to change my DE subject to another section so that I don't have a class on friday..Met the lecturer, the asst. registrar, the HOD....haiz...useless...the class full & cannot appeal to add extra students already...haiz...really exhausted...travel from BA to ITMS to BN to ITMS to BA to ITMS...really tired...I don't know what to say...I really 'LIKE' my university...slept in the evening...around 8pm, jogged around the MPH & the lake...really sweat alot since the last special semester..The air was so cool...nobody at the lake...went back to Amanah after take away dinner at Upten...

For this few weeks since the induction week, I felt that my life changed alot...I felt that more open..knew the teamwork spirit more...friendship...But, I couldn't achieve 1 of my purpose during the orientation week...haha...now, alot of new students greet me when I walk in the campus..I felt like I'm like very famous...even my classmates surprise about it~

I hope that I can manage to survive for this semester~

~ Induction Programme ~

Induction Programme is a proramme to train the facilitator for the orientation week..It was held on the last Sunday, 21st of June 2009 until today, 26th of June 2009.

21st of June 2009
Today, I need to register myself at Uniten to become a facilitator. Reached at Amanah at 2.25pm. I went to the office, but it closed. Waited for a while. I saw a senior, he told me that the accomodation for facilitator changed to Cendi. Change it in the last minute. Checked my room in Cendi..After that followed my parents went to KL to visit my relatives. After dinner, came back to BA to listen a briefing on the induction programme. I'm alone at there. Majority are new facilitators including myself. After the briefing was the Ice Breaking session. Done some modules such as ask people to write own name at the back of your body, Iklan Bomb which it's similar to Negara Bomb but using the advertisement to block the bomb and the last was the group breaking. There were 6 groups. After the session, I saw my 2 classmates, they just came back from Perak. Reached back to Cendi around 12am. Tired...Sleep...

22nd of June 2009
Woke up at 6.30am. Went to the hockey field for the Team Building session. I heard from my seniors that the session should do on the 3rd day. But the management changed it on the 2nd day. Took my breakfast with spicy meehoon. I hate spicy meehoon. Started the session. This session held for a whole day. Gathered in each group, created a cheer team for my own group, presented it. There was a group used 'Cangkung' to cheer. It's really funny. after that, the 2nd module was to trained the team spirit. Everyone eed to make a big circle. Later, put the shoes & socks at the middle of the ring. Turned back, the induction facilitator messed the shoes & socks. Asked us to take it back in 30 seconds. First it was so chaotic, everyone want to take back their shoes. But a few minutes later, the leader of the orientation commanded us to calm down..Although it's late but it build the team spirit. the 3rd module was played the Spider Web & Magic Pipe..All of these modules were to train the teamwork. It's a hot day. All the modules under the hot sun. Really hot. After the lunch, continued to the next module, it looks like the amazing race, go to each checkpoint. But 1 person need to carry another person for the whole trip. It's so tiring. but 1 of the best thing I had was I can play kayaking at the Uniten's lake near to the mosque..It was so fun...Finished it at 5.30pm. I saw everyone were so tired. Ate dinner, went back to Cendi for a rest. At night, went to DSS for the final module. Painted the long white cloth by using the 3 spray cans...It was so beautiful...Alot of mixed colours..It represent the hardship of the facilitators. Finished at 11pm, EXTREMELY TIRED! rest~

23rd, 24th & 25th of June 2009
This 3 days were the most boring days. I compiled all of this days into 1. In this 3 days, listened to all of the 'taklimat' about the university & bla bla bla(like what I used to listned on the last orientation week). Meanwhile, there was a training for the facilitators to train how to teach the modules to the new students.. Some of the modules are fun & some are bored..Sometimes all of the facilitators were scolded by the head of protocol due to the punctuality. I felt that all of the facilitators should be responsible & punctual because we are going to take care of the new students..Haiz..

26th of June 2009
Today is the last day of the induction week..Listened to the last briefing from library & HEP. Tomorow will be the orientation week. I will be helping in BA to assist the new students to line up in the BA Gallery. That means I will going to stand for a whole day...Got the new room key for amanah..the head of facilitators allowed us to take a whole afternoo break so that we got the energy to stand for the 1 week of orientation week..Tonight, probabaly we are going to train for last moment before the registration day tomorow, I hope all of the things will be doing well..

p/s: I'm so tired...Bodyache...But luckily the management supplied the Pharmatons for the facilitators to regain their energies..Somemore, this time only 100++ for the new girl students compare to the boys, 900++ people..Really shocked!

Happy Father's Day

I would like to take this opportunity to wish my papa, Happy Father's Day!
I appreciate his hardship to support my family.
I will always remember the way he loves my family~

Respect your father~
Love your father~

Happy Father's Day!

Kopi Luwak

Yesterday I watched a TV programme called Coffee Confidential hosted by Moses Chan..First of all, I was not really concentrate on the programme because I was reading some newspapers...Suddenly, my father asked is it the coffee made from the feces? Wait a minute...I'm not so sure...Moses Chan repeated & called the coffee the "Mao Si Ka Fe">>> Feces Coffee or the real name called Kopi Luwak~ Not Kopi Lawak ah~

Walao~ It's real...the coffee is made from coffee berries which has been eaten & passed throughthe digestive tract of the Asian Palm Civet (Indonesian called it Luwak) or simply made from Civets' feces...OMG~

Somemore, this coffee is the most expensive coffee in the world...OMG~

When I saw Moses drank that coffee...I'm speechless...I don't know I have the guts to drink it or not~

Probably only hotels will sell this kind of coffee in Malaysia only...

This is Asian Palm Civet


This is the feces+coffee bean~

More information can search at : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kopi_Luwak

Really OMG~

9th of June 2009

9th of June 2009 was my final exam for Bahasa Melayu Korporat MALB113 paper..About this subject, I felt that it is a really bored subject...always need to do presentation & do some research on 'kesalahan tatabahasa' on some documents...purposely come back to Uniten for this exam & need to pack my things back..reached at there around 10.30am...waited for them to 'make up'...went to library to for a lunch & do some final revision for the subject...read & tried some past year papers, luckily I can do some because almost all the questions came from the notes...Exam started at 2.30pm..Need to checked my seat place...Sometimes this Uniten makes me so frustrated...Why they don't want to put the seat number on the website for the special semester? Asked the students to check it on the board near to the exam hall...Really frust...Alot of people checked the numbers...I saw the wrong number...caused me to check it again...waisted my time...finished my exam on time at 4.30pm...This exam makes me almost speechless...This exam tested me alot on kesalahan tatabahasa & komunikasi...the mcq part is harder than the essay part...haiz...I hoped can score well...Went for dinner & celebrate 1 of my classmate's belated birthday...Searched for a place called 21st century resataurant...It's located at Mewah Club, Kajang Hill...It took almost 35 minutes for us to find the restaurant...we almost lost...asked more than 3 people to locate the restaurant...at there, can see the view of Kajang...1 of my friend said that can see the KLCC view but I couldn't see it...maybe it's due to the haze...thanks to the people who likes to burn something~ Reached back to hostel...play a new game called Plant vs Zombies...quite interesting...The others went out for second round...I lazy to follow them...want to save my money to buy something...haiz...tomorow need to pack my things to Shah Alam..lazy to do it~

21st Century Restaurant at Mewah Club

Project's Progression (Part II)

Last 3 days ago were hectic...Need to practice the forum & compiled the folio...Luckily, all of my groupmates finished their jobs on time...Thanks to them...I used almost 2 days to compiled the folio...It's not an easy job...About the forum presentation...almost every day need to practice the same dialog for the presentation...before the day of presentation, there were few problems to do the decoration...got alot of ideas from the group members....but with some toleration, all of the things done well...Due to finish up the decoration, I skipped a compulsory forum 'live' in the hall on last tuesday night..haha...actually I lied...I went to swimming pool with my housemates...lazy to go the forum...Its like wasting my time to listen what the panellist talk...On the last wednesday, the day when my group need to do the forum presentation...got some troubles happened again..1 of my group member bought the shorter cloth(kain) to do the curtain & table cloth...Luckily, the other group members found a long table with the cloth stiched on it...So...hehe...we took it & tare the cloth out & make it as a decoration...hahaha...this was my 1st time to steal something in university..haha...About the presentation, I felt quite nervous because the marks for the presentation is 25%...quite high actually...But, after my group presentation...I felt so relieved...I felt my body lighter...phew...But the lecturer told us that my group present like a "pembaca berita"...haha....I think is because the tables arranged straightly, not curve enough..haha..but overall is good....phew.....really relieved...About the folio, I asked my "penolong" to check it back because on thursday I'm going to have a seminar...But the due date is on next week thursday, so still got time to check it...And now, I'm just waiting for my final exam...haha..1st time just need to take 1 paper for the final exam only...hahaha...I hope I can score well...

~ Relieved ~

P/S: I hope I'm not going to become a group leader again for the moral subject on next semester...

Project's Progression (Part I)

After the visit to MARDI, I divided some jobs to the group members. As what I have planned, members who cannot give attributes much in the forum presentation will do more for the folio. I gave them the date line until last monday to finish it up. The group has 9 members excluded me. 6 out of 9 finish it well on time. I mean 'well'...1 out of 6 pass his job me earlier. 2 out of 6 finish up on time in the last minute. 3 gave some excuses. In this situation, should I be more straight to them? Scold them they should be punctual? Or just tolerate with them? Give them a chance?

While discussing for the forum presentation, some of them..wait, not some of them, 8 out of 10 didn't watch the movie that my group chose it on the last 3 weeks.I watched it last year from television. I still have some of the ideas from the movie. 1 of them got the VCD but lost it. Ok, I asked them to download from Youtube to watch it but they complained that connection is too slow. Fine..Then I asked them to buy the VCD or DVD to watch it..Nobody take action...Last week, only 1 of the group members bought the DVD..After the others heard that got DVD, they wanted to watch it...But the owner want to watch it first..So, until this week all of them watched already..In this situation, I felt that why some of them like to do in the last minute? Why they can't use the time well? Some of them even said that I'm too paranoid or too nervous about the project. The group members think that I want to be like this? I had the lesson on the last semester..Last minute do the things...Passed it up late..Got a 'GOOD' grade...

For today, tuesday....went to the lecturer's room with some of the group members to ask the lecturer to check the forum script...I felt that the lecturer feel bored with my presence already...I went to meet for 4 times already to ask about the project & the forum presentation...Until just now, 1 of the group members advice me that I shouldn't meet the lecturer in his room already...It will makes the lecturer to feel that I'm annoying...Yes, I know about it but you think I want? I don't want to meet him...Actually, I don't want to be the leader ..And for the morning meeting, some of them couldn't vome because they woke up late & not in the hostel...Fine...I don't want to be angry for that moment....Cool down...

After the class today, try to practice the forum presentation spontaneously...phew, luckily my group can present in 20 minutes...Tomorow wednesday, I thought I want to do another meeting to practice the presentation..but some of them are going to have test on this thursday...So, I just let them rest for a day~ Am I too good?

If I use my dictatorship style to control the group, it will make my friendship strain....If I'm to lenient, they cross my head...not respect me as a leader of the group...didn't take my words seriously...Become a leader is not easy...

But, some of the group members helped me well..I appreaciate it...Thanks...I hope my group project & forum presentation can finish on time & successfully...

MARDI II

Woke up at 7.20am...quite early...I'm waiting for them to wake up...so bored...need to go to MARDI again...This time need to go there to get the documents & pass the survey forms to the staff...Need to be at the library atm machines at 8.30am. But as usual, late again...haiz...2 of the members havent reach yet...Asked them to wait at MARDI, situated at Serdang, near to their house...2 cars follow C's car to MARDI...But, they lost already...couldn't follow C's car...Phew..luckily they can find us back...Reached MARDI around 9am..Waited for the another 2 guys...haiz...I don't know what to say...Met the deputy director of the information resource management division ..He's quite friendly & helpful...The library very small...got some documents that can use for the BM analysis, the secretary helped me to photostat it...the survey forms gave to his secretary to pass it all to the staff...Tomorow need to take it back from her...I asked the 'late guys' to take it...haha...1 of the group members took some photo...The weather was so hot...I felt like no mood to talk already...Went back to hostel after lunch at Serdang...So tired...In the last minute, 1 of my friend sms me, class cancelled..YES! Cancelled! Somemore the rain was coming soon...there is no rain in UNITEN since last 3 weeks ...So tired...Take a good nap...

This is the first picture that I put in the blog...I'm look so fat...lol

Uni10 Swimming Pool

Just came back from my university swimming pool...this is my first time to swim at there...haha..about swim...So many years I didn't swim...habis....about the swimming pool...lol...an average swimming pool..not so big...follow the olympic standard...I think so...about the toilet...Walao....so dirty & smelly...my hometown swimming pool is much better than this...cleaner than this 'toilet'...need to pay RM2...but no maintainance...I'm so dissapointed...swam until the half of the pool..I don't have the 'guts' to swim until the end...the end of the pool is very deep...no pretty girls at there..haha..I'm so pervert...hahaha....after swim...wow...I felt stress on my triceps....this shows that I didn't swim for a long time... haha...before left the pool, saw some of the kids were practising to swim...wait wait wait...I saw older girls....lol...hahaha...but they are university students...lol...I hope that the management will upgrade their maintainance...so tired...

MARDI

Last thursday, went to MARDI to give the letter to the PA for the Director...Hope that they will give the permision for group member to visit the department on monday, 11 May 2009...The PA told me that she will call me tomorow, friday in the afternoon...So, on last friday...while I was watching a movie, my hand hold my handphone tightly...I was waiting for the call...I'm waited until 4pm, suddenly one of my group member called me, asked me about the call...I called the PA..but couldnt reach her..she didnt answer....resume back & watched the movie..after finish watched it...I immediately called her back...call...call...call...until 5.30pm, but couldn't reach her...wasted almost RM 6 to call her...I'm so FREAK!!!!

So waited until today...I called the PA at 8.30am sharp...At last, she answered...but she told me that her boss is having a meeting & haven't see the letter...haiz...asked me to call her back after the lunch time...So, at 2.30pm...I called her back...She told me that her boss didn't give any answer yet...asked me again to call her before 5pm...

Haiz...I almost fed up already...Called her back at 4.20pm... the PA passed the phone to the director..The director want to talk to me...At last, she confirmed & let my group to visit her department to do the analysis & survey...the director asked me to call her deputy to confirm the time & date...

Conclusion, How efficient the government staff are? ~ 'tremendously good!'

I hope that my group can finish the project in 2 weeks time...

Mother's Day

Everyone in this world sure know that Mother's Day celebrate on the second Sunday of May.
But in my opinion, if a child treat his/her mother well, then everyday should be Mother's Day for the mother.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish my mommy, Happy Mother's Day!
I hope she will be happy and always looks young!

Treat & care your mother well because we only have one mother~

Happy Mother's Day!

365 Nights of Sex~

When I looked at the main page of StarTwo today, I saw a column: 365 Nights of Sex...Wow...Then I turned the newspaper to page 6....It's about an author's marriage & the book: 365 Nights, Memoirs of Intimacy...The author gave a special gift to her husband 40th birthday...She was going to give him the gift of sex for 365 nights...Wow...Unbelievable...Amazing...

In my opinion, there are some pros & cons about the gift...I felt that if we are going to have sex every nights, probably we can stop our partners having affairs...This will strengthening the relationship...

But, if your partners don't have the feel to do it & do it anyway, this attitude will cause no good for the relationship...The partners will felt bored about it & makes the relationship strain...

Actually, it depends on the couples...Every couples have their own feel...Probably having sex for every nights will makes them happy...Probably having sex for every nights will makes them bored or tired...

But in Malaysia, people are not keen to sex due to workloads, pressure, etc...Not like the westerners, more open...

The author concludes with some advice for the couples: "However often you are doing it, double it. And six months from now, double it again. It's proof that you're here, alive and very together." Haha...what a 'good' advice...

p/s: This is just an opinion and I hope that the reader(s) who read this blog, please don't follow the steps if you feel unpleasant with it and I strongly agree that sex education should be teach in the school to avoid any bad cases to happen...

Probably I'm going to read this book in the bookshop if I got time~

29th of April 2009~BM Presentation

Today is my first BM individual presentation since I entered Uniten...Almost 4 years I didn't use BM to do my presentation...I scared I couldn't speak well...When I was in secondary school, I used to active & participate alot of BM activities...And the most funniest thing was, my BM teacher assigned me to act as 'Sultan' for a drama performance...haha...am I look like a Malay? Somemore, 1 of my classmate acted as my 'Permaisuri'...If you are my secondary schoolmates, you should know who she was...haha...I still miss the drama performance...About the individual presentation...every students need to find a product & promote it...First, I chose to promote the MAS Stimulus Packages but due to less information about it, I changed it to promote the Ambi Pur Air Refreshener...But, I felt that I have no idea how to promote that thing...So...I changed my mind again...Yah...last minute...I changed my mind yesterday...I used Dettol as my product to promote...The marks for the individual presentation is 15 marks out of the 60 carry marks...Haiz, so many...somemore, I'm the only guy in my team need to present it...The lecturer chose 15 out of 100 students as the first batch to present it today...How 'lucky' am I.....Only 2 chinese presented only...I felt nervous...I felt my heartbeat too fast...Actually I hate to do presentation....Waited patiencely & nervous...saw the other students present their product...some good, some bad...At 3pm sharp...the lecturer called my name...OH~...my turn already...when I walked to the front of the class, I felt my legs were shaking...I started my presentation with my loud voice...almost frightened all of the students....

"Selamat Sejahtera! Saya, Tan Ching Fai akan mempromosikan satu produk yang sangat terkenal dan tidak terasing di negara kita, Malaysia iaitu Dettol Antiseptik Cecair!"

All of the students in the class clapped their hands...Wow...I'm so surprised....Then I continued to blek here & there...Finally, I done my presentation....phew...one of my classmate told me that I done well...But, I felt that my BM is getting worst...Alot of grammar mistakes...The lecturer said that my voice is quite loud(yaya...my voice like a dinosaur,so loud until the next building can hear it)...but it's good because my voice attracted all of the audience...I hope I can get good marks for it...Now, still got 2 main tasks, Forum & Projek....haiz...group work...I haven't start my job yet...I don't know how to assign them to do their works...I hope I will settle it as soon as possible....

The Value of Friends

Just now, I read an article from a newspaper...The writer wrote about the importance of friends in our lives...Friends have often proven to be more valuable than family & partners because they care & share in our joy & pain...We spent our time outside our home with friends...Friends are vital because they are one of the most reliable sources of hapiness, joy, support and intellectual development...But, sometimes we may get hurt deeply or betrayed by friends & find it difficult to trust them anymore...I'm totally agree with this words...Best friends are those you can count on when you are in difficulty even though you have not met for some time...On the other hand, best friends should understand the friend well,vice versa...Both sides should trust each other and no lies between them and it is a life long process...

There are some of the tips to maintain the friendships:

1) Be reliable and a good listener ( yah...I'm reliable and a good listener)

2) Be honest and trustworthy ( sometimes I lie for good & bad)

3) Smile & make eye contact during a conversation (haha...see the situation...if lame conversation...i will look elsewhere...)

4) Forgive each other as mistakes are bound to happen (see the situation...I'm a revengeful guy...)

5) Do not hold grudges as they can ruin friendships (???)

6) Have no conditions or strings attached in your friendship (yup...shouldn't have conditions)

7) Invest time & energy in your friendship & make it a commitment ( wah....if really do it, I'm must be a good friend but I think all wouldn't do this, is it?)

8) Show interest in the well-being of your friend and offer companionship (hmm....see my mood...)

9) Share challenges and joy and offer a shoulder to lean on when life is difficult (yup, share it...but I'm not going to offer my shoulder to lean...lol)

Life is incomplete without friends~

It is true....

22nd of April 2009

What a boring day....woke up too early...thanks to my new roommate's alarm clock...need my help to switched off it...the morning was so hot...the rays of the Sun so strong...my room became a sauna room...day-dreaming...wondering why should I take special semester...so bored...just need to attend a class for a day...watched Blade in the room...watched it before...It's quite disgusting...hahaha...I preffered the part 3...more blood...yummy...bathed in a 'good' bathroom...the hole on the floor stucked already...the water is difficult to run down...almost to get flood in the bathroom...waited Y for so long....waited until 1.10pm, and the class starts at 2pm...haven't take the lunch yet...haiz...Actually I hate Y's attitude...does not appreciate the time...But what to do...haiz...went into the class at 1.55pm...need to be in the class earlier than the lecturer...if not, couldn't get full marks for the attendance...haiz....need to study Bahasa Melayu Korporat...22nd was the second day of the class...need to do group forming...and as 'their' plan...They choose me as the leader....'Pai ngo seong toi'...They planned it since the last semester...I told them that I don't want to become the leader because I want to let the other to become...But they insist it...OK....Fine...and I sweared it...I'm not going to be 'cincai' like last semester Moral subject...Caused me to get a 'good' grade...I'll make sure everyone will be responsible with their works & punctual to finish their works...I'm not going to listen any excuses espeically from Y...haiz...probably I'm cruel...But I hope that this will help us to get a real good grade....the class ended at 4pm...the day was so hot...went to SCP...watched them to play snooker...One of them played quite well...then played bowling...my bowling was so terrible...long time didn't play...always 'masuk longkang'...dinner at a steambot restaurant to celebrate...as I mentioned earlier...the day was so hot...still want to eat steambot...lol...ate alot of food...some good, some bad...looked at them spy on different girls & women...It seems like...haiz...went to Mines...they bought some 'drinks'...they want to change the house to become a club...Reached back to hostel around 10.05pm...Jogged around the university alone...So scared...So quiet...Need to train again...need to regain my stamina...Online...watched the Olympic opening ceremony...so lame...until 1am, as they planned...they just drank it...but don't have any club environment...I didn't drink it...Actually I hate to drink it...I don't like that kind of drunk situation...how good am I...sleep...

20th of April 2009

woke up so early..couldn't sleep well for the whole night...felt the body temperature increased...online...logged in the registration website at 8.15am...waiting for the add & drop session....sharp at 8.30am...still cannot add it...the website was still upgrading...at 8.40am...can register...the class got 60 places...but still got 9 places left...registered it fast...phew...luckily can registered it...but 2 of my coursemates couldn't register...all classes full already...fetched mum to Mandarina in KL...reached Uniten around 11.45am...put all my things in the hostel...settle all the finance things...it took me almost 2 hours to settle all that things....went back to hostel...cleaned up my room...my roommate haven't come back...slept for a while...went to Mandarina again to return the car...felt I got fever...haiz....went to Kampung Pandan for a wedding dinner...reached there around 7pm...The day still bright...alamak...the table that I'm going to use was just next to the main table, the bride & groom table...so near...somemore, i'm not their relative......the table that I used is for the bride's god mother & my mum was the god mother's best friend....so...terpaksa lo...so bored...the dinner start at 9pm...haiz...malaysian are not punctual...said start at 7.30pm, but....haiz....speechless...finish ate at 10.50pm...so tired...didn't ate too much...reached back to Uniten around 11.20pm...housemates were playind DOTA....so noisy...waited until 2am to online...housemates helped me to tunnelling the LAN connection....so tired...slept at 3am...

16th, 17th & 18th of April 2009

16th~Laptop

Like the other days...bored...In the afternoon, went to M to buy a new laptop...yah...feel weird? why didnt buy a new laptop at PC Fair? Bought a new DELL laptop...Actually it's not the first choice. But due to finance, bought the DELL first...Hope can use it for another 5 years... so many people although it's a weekday...ate lunch & dinner at 3pm...went back to SA...charged the laptop...it's too new...not familiar with it...try to use it slowly...

17th~SW

Become the bodyguard again~ so bored...went to SW for the third time in two weeks...so many people especially the students who are just finished their classes...some of them with friends...some of them with their loves one...And, ?I hate those who are wearing school uniforms & dating at the same time...It's too ugly...probably I'm a conservative thinker...too ' kolot' ~
walk there alone while they are shopping...then met them again...went to jewellery shop...one of them need to buy a necklace as a wedding present...In the evening, went to KLIA for the third time again in two weeks by using the Maju Expressway...First time to use it...It's quite high...Almost as high as the IMU buildings...fetch S...suddenly one of the classmate called...RESULT is out already....I'm SHOCKED! When reached back, hasty to take the laptop...online...checked my results...
Oh~ Dissatisfied and Speechless...I don't know what to say...alot of my classmates ask about my results...I don't have the mood to tell them & ask about their results for now or forever...no mood to eat my late dinner already...solemn mood~

18th~Hot day

woke up early...watched the old drama series...went to BK to meet ex-housemates TBR @ secondary schoolmates...waited for them...almost an hour...one of them still the same & the other one changes alot...Two couldnt come due to some reasons...ate at a quite expensive japanese restaurant...atmospher quite ok...sorethroat...going to have mild sick....went to cinema...suddenly someone touched my shoulder...It was taekwondomates...habis...he thought I'm dating...watched a comedy movie, Mall Cop...quite funny...almost everyone in the theatre hall laughed so loud...actually quite annoyed...gave 6 out of 10 rate for the movie...the cinema so cold...forget to bring my sweater...bought something at the supermarket...went back...sorethroat is getting worst...the day is so hot...watched television...and now online....probably later, pack my things for the special semester..

One more day left before the special semester starts...
Hope everything will be fine~

p/s: Please do not ask about my results...I'm not going to answer that question...

Odi et amo~

1 week holiday wasted~

One week past after the final exams...this holiday makes me more lazy~
Felt that I'm useless...Lazy to find part time jobs...
Watch television everyday~
Almost online everyday~
Sleep more than enough~
Didn't do any exercise~
Went out four times in four days seperately...Two times for leisure and two times for tasks...
Only watched a movie although got three good movies...
Desperately wait for the exam result~ don't know when it will release...

Just received an email from a lecturer...advice the students to work hard & do some revision during the holiday...I felt bad...I haven't start yet~

No friends are available to accompany me to 'lepak'....Some of them are studying, preparing for exams, working, etc...Lazy to ask them out...Lazy Lazy Lazy~

When study, want the holiday...
When holiday, want to study...

Be a human is not easy~

One week wasted...
Got another one week left before the special semester start...
Try to use this week well..
Hope that everything will run smoothly~

Need to work hard & smart~

CANNOT Be LAZY already!!!

Relieved for a moment ~ 3 more years to go...

After a long battle...Finally today, I finished my last 2 papers, Pengajian Moral I in the morning and Mechanics of Materials in the afternoon....This mean that I already study in my university almost a year ( not include the special semester that I probably study)...
I felt that a learnt & experienced alot when I study in my university...I learnt that study the engineering course is not easy nor hard yet...Need to use all the efforts & sacrifice the time to study...But no pain, no gains....

Secondly, I familiarised with my university compund..I almost know every place in the university including the golf park...Even some of my classmates thought that I know everything about my university especially about the 'IKAL' things...But actually, I'm still a newbie...But I will trying best to know everything about my university so that when I graduate, I will not forget anything from the university although sometimes this university makes me alot of troubles especially the systems & the lecturers...

When I first came into the university, I felt lonely...no friend(s) to accompany to study in the university...I tried to be brave to face it all by myself...First time stay with other people in the hostel on the last first semester, although I stayed outside from my hometown before with my secondary schoolmates...My first housemates were one of my first friends in the university...2 of them were quite good & treat me well & the another 1 looks like more a lone guy, who always play Dota....As what I wrote on the last blog, the orientation time...it's a good & tortured time....About my local classmates or coursemates....I knew some of them during the orientation & some of them during in the class...I learnt & experienced alot from them such as the studies, IT softwares & gadgets, games, human factors & relationships, their habits too(sometimes I felt funny but sometimes I hate it)...But I'm trying my best to be myself & not influence by them...Be more humble (maybe too humble, I should be more cruel...hahaha) & cool down my temper...Meanwhile, some of the foreign classmates are friendly & helpful...but, some of them are too ego & naive...I'm speechless...

On the other hand, I felt that I changed alot...I felt that I don't have my own stand...I become more 'cincai'....I don't have my point of view...Sometimes my family also advice me that I don't be so 'cincai'...I should be firm...Yes..I need to be firm & solid! so that I can survive in the community...Somemore, I felt that I easily jealous & envy with the others success & hate somebody's ego...

Now, the holidays just started...I still don't have any plan...maybe just day-dreaming for the whole holiday...lol...But I will try my best do something useful during this holidays....

Oh~ 3 more years to go~

Odi et amo~

2nd Semester 08/09 Final Exam

To all of my university-mates that I know,

Good luck in your final exam!

Hope all of you can do it well!


Regards,
CF @ aMiR

18 March 2009

Third day of the study week, went to laboratory to pass up the assignments...while on the way to office, Q asked me about am I admire D...hahaha...I felt that it's quite funny...last time Q asked me that did I have a lover...hahaha...I don't know what to say...he added that D is not suitable for me...Actually in my opinion, I felt that I shouldn't think about love affairs while I'm studying...For me, study is more important than love affairs...I need to complete my mission...If I'm so desperate about love...I think I got a lover since I was in my previous alma mater...But I try to control myself...but almost everyone told me that you should find a partner to share your life...the partner can give moral support...haha..I'm a person who doesn't like to share my secrets to others...I want to be independent...A lone ranger who is travelling in the forest by his own...so...can say that I'm not ready yet and I'm still very happy with my condition as a bachelor...continue study in the library...no mood to study...try to force myself to study...the others got study..but in the end, they watched so called 'video' & play games...haiz...received a message that the appartment application results is out...ate at Upten...went back..checked the website..OMG!

I couldn't get it....my application is rejected...not even me..my other friends couldn't get it...It's too early for the university to kick me out....I thought I can stay in the hostel for at least two years...but now...haiz...need to appeal....If couldn't appeal...need to stay outside....the nearest houses near to university will be 5-8km...need a transport....haiz...don't know what to stay....some of my friends from Ipoh, Johor Bahru, even from Kuching couldn't get it...speechless....

What a day!

Need to plan back...haiz...hope my appeal can be accept by the officer...

14 March 2009

Morning went to McD 18 to meet one of the old friend...long time didn't see T...wow...when I saw T...T is growing...T is getting taller...somemore....the most frightened thing was T got 4 A's in STPM...wah..4 flat le....Second student got straight A's in section 16...T is a brilliant student...qutie mature too...glad that he got the excellent results...I hope T will pursuing medicine in UM or UKM as T want it...while chat with T, suddenly my instructor called me...asked me to check the hall for the afternoon grading...yo~ I'm at 18 le~ After an hour...he called back..asked about the hall..is any chair & table there? I told him that I haven't check it...end my chat session with T at 11am...went back to sec 7...checked the hall..went back to my house...waiting for the subject registration...haiz...what a worry time form me...hope that I can get the time I want...Sharp at 12.15pm...log in the time registration...register the priority class first...when I want to register MATB143 section 6A, haiz...the class is full already..haiz...need to replan back...got class on friday...some of my classmates called & messenger me....everyone are nervous...this was the second time to register timetable...cannot do anything wrong....replan & replan back...print it...need to wait until add & drop session to change the timetable...oh~ 1.30pm already...need to be at the hall at 2pm...rushed....ate lunch...went to the hall...alot of parents & students...the instructor arrived..he was the xaminer also...almost threw all the job to me...not understand why he didn't ask her daughter to help him??? need to rushed back to home to get table fan...the instructor cannot stand with the heat of the day...he didnt thanks me...what an instructor...the grading end aroun 4.45pm..almost conducted every belts...insufficient of helpers...this is a big & long time problem..I don't to say furthermore...bored to say already...asked the instructor when is my & B upgrading...he said it's just past...What? B waited for a long time...our time to upgrading is getting nearer...what a wonderful day! I'm ok with because I knew his attitude & long time didn't go back to his class for training..but for B, it will be a shocked for him...he always attend the instructor's class...quite loyal to him...but he treats his subordinates so~ not only this..but got the other cases..I don't to say more about him...tomorow need face him back..hope her daughter will see this post...if got the chance, tell her father about this...went back home...watched tv...now online...waiting for the 10.30pm...want to watch the interview session between tvb managing director and the famous pop star ah Gil from the Twins group...I think alot of people will watching this interview session....

4 March 2009

OT until 3.00am...just slept for 5 hours...no enough time for me to sleep...went to C's room...woke him up...everyone slept late...the worst time is slept at 7 am...went to BJ for a statistics quiz...suddenly heard J said that quiz is postponed..what? postpone again?? the lecturer ah...purposely come to the class for the quiz...haiz...if not, can sleep late...went BM to wait for another class...lecturer came in late...he used to be punctual...wah..M.O.M is getting harder...how to survive in structure analysis for the next two semester...after an hour...so hungry...but the class not yet end..I want to eat...waited until 1.05pm..at last..the class end..ate the foreign stall...sleep too...drank kopi-o kau....haha....sudddenly..the 'unwanted foreign coursemates' came to my table...ah~ chit chat with them...sometimes look at them...they are so childish...hahaha...went to the last class of the day...the beloved moral class...the weather is too hot...I wish I'm in Switzerland or Scotland....cool breeze...after that had a tour to BA...waiting for P to finish his work...got seniors gave flyers to us...hahaha...used the flyers to draw rubbish...haha..what a waste...passed up the assignments....went back to amanah...waiting for the night show at mph..don't know it's a good or bad show...actually don't know want to go or not due to thw workloads...but somebody helped to buy the tickets already...so terpaksa to go...waited until 7.50...went to mph...the show is started....cannot watch first few performances....alot of people...got the outsiders from UM, UPM, MMU, etc....most of the songs performed by the students....some good, some so so, some bad...& one of the best band is Century, formed by final years students...quite good...got the quality...the band performed alot of songs tonight...the performance should call The Century Night, not the WATT's Performance Night....hahaha....went out earlier after the Century's songs...the other band's performances are not so good...saw the clown....acted by a UM student....they really hot...hotter than the Uniten students...they got the concert feel...hahaha....so hungry.....went to serdang for a dinner...reached back to amanah..watched a new game at C's room...went back to the room..continue the works again....chat with housemates about politics...haiz...politics....politics....politics....fed up already....slept at 2.30am~

25 February 2009

Talk craps with my friend until 4 am..slept until 10am..woke up...refined the blog's layout...went to admin to take the examination ticket...haiz, exam is coming soon..& the application form for O F...ate alone...listened to a radio...listened what Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah said about relationship...haha...the point is the couples need to find their same interest to survive...if not, haha...quarel until break up...went coe foodcourt...thought going to sell ice-cream at there...but, i couldn't see any counter at there...sms the leader...Oh no...it should be at mph, far from the foodcourt...while on the way to mph, a friend called, said can ride the leader's car, wait the leader for few minutes...reached at mph...a career fair held at there...sell ice cream for 40 minutes...the ice cream were too hard to scoop it...after the sell, ride the leader's car to bv for moral class...thanks for the ride, leader Ben...In moral class, listened what is masyarakat melayu & blah blah blah... a girl switched on her laptop & watched So You think You can Dance...watched the dancers dance..they are more perfect than the Malaysian version...suddenly WY sms me, told me that fluid class is cancelled...what! I just need to attend a class today? Aiyo...this sem so....went back to hostel...went to C's room to refine the assignment...went to bj to passed up the assignment...now, read some news & blogs...wow! a news: 'Malaysians not so hot in bedroom'
haha...why Malaysians are not satisfied with their sex life? haha.....waiting for dinner...so hungry...waited until 7.30pm...went to seri kembangan for KFC...the restaurant is very small...ate alaskan fish burger...drank the pepsi..HOLY ****!!! got a FLY stick on the ice cube! TERRIBLE! complained to the manager...haiz...first unwanted KFC experience in my life...went to desa serdang & budi pertama garden for a look...reached back to hostel....online...

~ First Blog ~

At last, I had a blog in blogspot already...It's faster than the friendster blog...But it takes me almost a whole morning to edit the page & layout...This blog is still under construction...I hope that I can write more freely in this blog...

>Peace<

CF @ aMiR