Happy New Year 2013~

Happy New Year 2013 to my Readers!

I believe that you have a great countdown on yesterday night and I hope you have a wonderful year ahead!

Yesterday, when I looked back the pictures on my Facebook, I felt like I miss my 2012 year so much,  from happy to sad, pain to pleasure. It is not easy to went through all of the obstacles by myself. Without from the supports from my beloved ones and my own determination, I think I will not become what I am today. 

Officially 2013 had begun and I have few new year resolutions need to be achieve. I know it will be very hard for me to achieve it in a year but I will do my best to make it happen.

I found you~

Year's end is neither an end nor beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us~

Early December 2012

I'm back after I disappeared from my blog world for a month. First of all, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to His Royal Highness Sultan today. May our state continues to progress well and remain in peace. After worked for 3 months with the company, the management was finally confirmed my position as a permanent employee in the company. Good news is I can fully utilize the benefits as an employee but the bad news is the work is getting harder. Most of the working people love Friday because the next day is weekend. As for me, I hate the Friday most, not Monday because most of the deliverable need to be done on every Friday. The engineers rush to finish the design on time. But how about the quality of the project? That is one of the main reasons that I do not like Friday. How about my relationship with my colleagues? I think so far so good although some of them are scare of me because I look like a 'Loan Shark', chase them for the deliverable. Do you believe colleagues = real friends? For me, I think I should not treat my colleagues as real friends that I used to have in my university or school last time. Some how most of the people will protect their own interest and not willing to help others unless they can get the something that they want.   Furthermore, some people may sabotage you to protect their own interest. You can see most of them got their own special 'Poker Face'. Therefore, we have to be careful and think wise before we act. Meanwhile, a lot of my friends told me that I should find a partner from the office. I think it is not a good idea because working together with your partner in the same office may cause few problems and lead an unhealthy relationship. For now, I would like to focus on my job first. If I have a chance in the future, I would like to further study improve my knowledge on this beautiful world. That is why I always tell my friends and relatives that I will only marry at 40 years old. Haha~ Christmas is coming soon. My company is organizing an annual dinner which will be held on this coming Friday and the theme is 'Wild Wild West'. I am not sure what should I wear on that day. Maybe I just wear a shirt with jeans? Simple and nice? Some more I am not a performer, so I do not need to wear so pretty as long as I enjoy the atmosphere of the dinner. Lastly, in conjunction of the Christ,as celebration, my project team is organizing a 'Secret Santa'. It sounds like everyone is being forced to join but I do not mind. Everyone need to buy a gift for another person and the receiver would not know who is the giver. It's like playing hide & seek. I am still thinking what should I buy for colleague?  Any idea? Engineering Book? Dolls? Santa Hat? Bright Colour Underwear? It's time for me to fool someone~ HAHAHA!

I can only imagine, only imagine what it'd be like~

Between End of October & Early November 2012~

Hi readers! How are you? I know that I left my blog for quite long. I was too tired and lazy to update my blog. I would like to apologize to my blog, I will try my best to update you. Last week I was busy with a 2 days of workshop training, rehearsal, photo-shooting, friends meet up and lastly, my first big day of my life. I was lucky enough that I can attend the workshop because I managed to get a complimentary seat from the organizer and I do not need to work for 2 days. The workshop was about the importance of sustainability for infrastructures and it was a wake up call for everyone, to protect our mother Earth and also our future. After the workshop, I have to work for a day before I am on leave. There were so many things that I need to follow up after the 2 days workshop. It was not easy for me to finish the things before I can take leave on the next day. I was thinking what will happen if I take leave for a week or a month? Last Friday, I went back to my university to attend the rehearsal for my big day. It was a boring rehearsal because all I need to do is to remember where to stand only. After the rehearsal and lunch, my ex-classmates & I went to few iconic places in my university for photo-shooting. It was hot when we wore the robes under the bright Sun, jumped here and there but it was worth and fun because we know that we do not have the chance again to take picture together in the future. It took around 2 hours to complete the photo shooting. Went to Puchong to meet my ex-roommates. Ate and talked for hours until midnight. It shows that we did not meet for a long long time and many things that we wanted to share, from the hostel life to study life and lastly working life. It is not easy to maintain this kind of friendship. Saturday was a family day for me. Had a family photo-shooting together and I realized that the studio that I booked is not cheap. But I hope that the quality of the photos will be very good since the studio has a good reputation on photo quality. After dinner, my best buddy purposely came all the way from his house to Kampung Subang and he gave a gift to me. I was grateful that his sincerity, skipped his dinner time to meet me. It's a good friendship between us and I hope that it will last long. It was a nervous night for me before my big day. I was thinking what will happen on my big day. Slept less than 5 hours, I rushed to my university on my big day morning with my parents. I need to be at the hall compound by 7am. When I reached there, I saw many graduates' family members and friends at there. Thanks God. It was a chilling day. I do not have to sweat a lot. If not, I will smell like a fried squid. I met few of my ex-classmates. Most of them were late. Maybe it was due to the distance and time arrangement. I noticed all girl classmates put on their make up. They transformed from a study look student to an office lady. Same goes to guys, wore formal shirt and looked smart. It was a messy event. Too many people. When I entered into the hall with other graduates, everyone were looking at us. It was the moment that we can walk like a Hollywood star on a red carpet. We looked so cool. After the graduates & VIP processions, the ceremony started with the opening speech continue with the scroll conferment. It took 3 hours for me to wait for my turn to receive my scroll. Imagine how bored I felt in the hall. During the conferment, I saw few of the graduates acted funny when the received their scroll from the Pro-Chancellor. I think it was a pathetic act and they should respect the ceremony. Meanwhile, everyone of us were thinking on how to receive the scroll while looking at the camera at the same time. For me, I was thinking that it's better for me not to look at the camera and just concentrate on the conferment. It was a delighted moment when I went up to the stage and receive my scroll from the Pro-Chancellor. I greeted him and he replied and smile at me. Luckily I did not fell down. After 30 minute, the ceremony was ended. Every graduates walked out from the hall together for the last time. I saw many people out there. They were waiting for the children or friends who just graduated. I met my family members back outside. I was happy that my family members able to joined with me on my big day and my few of my friends came and met me. I would like to thank them  for their presence &the gifts. I managed to have a dinner with my juniors because I know that I will be not going back to my university for a long time. Meanwhile, I was a little bit sad after my big day because I could not manage to take photo with most of my ex-classmates and also few of my friends that could not come. Too bad, no fate. Life still need to move on. I am officially as a 'Bachelor'. I have to plan for the next step of my life and I hope it will goes smoothly. Big thanks to my family that encouraged & supported me to study so far until this level. I love you all. Gratitude to my teachers from primary and secondary schools who taught me well. Thanks to my lecturers from college and university for creating me as a 'Bachelor' today. Happy to know a lot of friends during my 17 years of study. Best of luck to everyone.


Before I end my post, I would like to share a poem that I heard from a movie on yesterday evening. It was an inspirational poem that moved my heart.

Though much is taken, much abides; and though

We are not now that strength which in old days

Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are...

One equal temper of heroic hearts,

Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will

To strive, to seek, to find,

And not to yield..

Nice Jump!

(Photo Courtesy from PYLoo's Photography~)

I wish you a happy weekend & happy holiday on next week. I will be back here soon~

Mid October 2012

What a bright day today after few days of rain. It's time for me to write back something on my blog after I left it for few weeks. I would like to start about my work. Currently, I am doing something that not related to design but more to project management and quality control. The job is getting harder each day. I have to deal with design team leaders directly and it takes me a lot of courage to do so. But so far I still can handle it even though on my birthday, a team leader came to my workplace and throw a tantrum to me & my supervisor and that time was at 1900 hours. Yes, I was working over time on my birthday. Some of my friends asked me to take leave on my birthday and I think why should I need to apply a leave on that day? My birthday is just a normal day and I have few plans to do on next year so I have to save the leaves. Meanwhile, I would like to thank to those who wished me on that day and I hope your wish will come true. And for the first time, I had my birthday dinner with my colleagues. It was a good session to know well on my colleagues. It's good to foster a good relationship with colleagues but for my opinion there is a limit. I heard a lot of rumours about politics until love affairs in the office and I need to be careful if I want to survive in the company. Last weekend, my company sent me and other colleagues to a place for 'holiday'. Technically, I have to representing my company for a team building session in the north of Peninsular Malaysia and it consider as working on the weekend. I have no choice and I need to attend it due to some circumstances. The session is just an ordinary session, mixed with other companies staff and play together. But one thing that 'amazed' me was the accommodation. It was a dormitory but its not well equipped. The dorm is humid and the best thing was the toilet. It's an open toilet aka kampung style. Oh man.. The organizer should inform the participants about the toilet condition. If they inform, I will surely bring a 'sarung' or short pant to be use for bath. I think the readers can imagine how I bathed on the three days of session and for the last night, there was no water supply. Meanwhile, I got the chance to do jungle trekking for six hours on the second day. It was exhausted but it is a good training for me because I didn't exercise for a long long time. Luckily during that time, the leeches dislike me. If not, I have to donate my blood to them. Reached back to KL almost midnight on Sunday and only rest for few hours before start to work on Monday. Imagine how I look like on last Monday and I think I can be look like Edward Cullen~ Hahaha~

Less than 20 days left and I started to be nervous~

I am Titanium!

P/S: It took me a half day to compose this post...

Birthday Wish List 2012??

This is my third time to write about my birthday wish list on Blogger. When I checked on my last year's wish, thank God that some of my main wishes came true. Currently I have a better life with all of my family members are good in health, graduated with a degree honours, work in a good company, enjoy my bachelorhood all the time~

On the other hand, I was surprised that I am so greedy because I wished to get 16 items on last year. It was too much~ But when I think back, I believe that wish to get or hope to achieve something is not a bad thing and it is an encouragement for us to continue a better life.

Back to my wish list, what should I wish to get? There are a lot of things that I want but for this post, I think I just want to write one only.

I wish to get a true love~ I have to search it by myself and it takes time. Meanwhile, I need to concentrate on my current job because I am still a fresh graduate and still in a learning stage.

The other things that I want to get? If the readers who know me well, I think you will know what I want beside the main wish.

That is all I want to write for now. Enjoy while you can for the weekend~

Now you're just somebody that I used to know~

P/S: Few weeks left before my birthday and I have to work on that day~

End of August 2012~

When I check on my previous post, I saw somebody ticked on the 'Reactions' part which he/she felt my post is 'Funny', 'Interesting' & 'Cool' and I was thinking is it 'Funny' and 'Cool? I felt a bit angry because my previous post is not funny and cool. I was expressing my anger and frustration. But never mind, it's his/her choice to tick which rate he/she wants. Meanwhile, I have been working in my current company for a few weeks and I feel I'm choosing the right path because I manage to handle the works well although there are a lot of things I don't know yet. Some of my friends especially the juniors shocked when they know that I changed my job. The reason is simple and I think that the readers are smart enough to think and I do not need to explain so much about it. I was grateful that I have learnt a lot of things from my previous job and I would like to thank those who guided me with patience. I wish all the best for them and hope they will finish the project well. During the Raya holiday, I think most of the readers were having fun with their family, friends, or partner and travel to some place for holiday. As for me, I chose to stay at home during that time because I would like to rest well before I start to work again. Maybe the readers will think that I am lazy, passive and you are right. I am lazy to go out. Same for this weekend Merdeka weekend holiday. I prefer to stay at home, lay back on the couch and watch my favourite dramas or movies on television. Some of my friends advised me that I should go out, date some one, meet some friends or travel some where to let the time pass. I'm a passive person. I seldom ask people for an outing and I think most of my friends are busy with their own life. It's not like during my study time where everyone is free all the time. I understand the situation and I prefer to enjoy my holiday by myself. Next two months later, there will be going to have a long holiday and I hope that I manage to apply my leave. I would like to travel a place by myself, backpacking style back and I am still thinking which place I should visit. Any suggestion from the readers is much appreciated. While on my way to my car after work on last Thursday, I saw a woman was robbed by a motorcyclist and it happened just in front of the office lobby. I was shocked and it was happened too fast. I couldn't help the woman much and it was my second time to see this kind of incident in my whole life. The first incident was happened during my college year, where the motorcyclist snatched a girl's handbag on the main road. Nowadays, we cannot rely too much on the security personals or police to guard our safety. We have to prepare ourselves well and beware of the surroundings. Even my colleague advised that we have to bring umbrella all the time when we walk even though during the sunny day because umbrella can use as a defend tool and I agree with him. Be careful~ Meanwhile, if the readers notice, I have increased the limit of privacy for all of my social networks application because I don't want to let my social friends to know/see all of my things and I want to keep some as private. If the readers think that I am too secretive, yes and you do not know me well~

Wake me up, when September ends~

P/S: I can't wait for my graduation ceremony to come....

Summer Ends~

I abandoned my blog for a long time and today, I just want to write about my expression on few things that I faced on last month.

I made a drastic decision that it will change my future. I am not sure it is right or wrong. 

More works need to be done when I work longer. 

Disappointed with those who are not responsible for their actions.

Disrespect those who didn't reply my messages or emails.

Feel so pain not only to the fleshes but through the soul. 

It's hard to find a real friend, to share your expressions or problems. Maybe I feel insecure to tell  them or think that they are insincere and not reliable to keep my secrets. 

People will take for granted no matter how good they are. Everyone have their own poker face. 

Jealousy grows stronger whenever I walk in a mall.

Fall in love is easy but to express the love need to have a huge courage.

Maintain a relationship, need to sacrifice something. 

Summer ends, Autumn is coming.
Stay strong and the future will be better~

Selamat Hari Raya to my readers and hope you an enjoyable holiday on this weekend!